What Are You Thinking?

I wonder if people on this site realize that every time they say that sexual attraction is necessary for love they are erasing romantic asexuals/gray-asexuals/demisexuals. Hell, even allosexuals can have life-long love without sexual attraction. As someone whose romantic and sexual orientations rarely interact, it really pisses me off, actually. :tantrum:

 

I'm almost half considering just abandoning everything and moving out ASAP. :\

 

I'd be hypocritical if I told you not to do it, since thats what I'm doing.

 

Just can't take it anymore around here. Not going to be welcome once they know the truth so why keep forcing it and acting any longer?

 

Well I feel relieved that me seeing things out of the corner of my eye will probably go away once I finally let go of my ex and actually have some social interaction. I was worried I was going crazy. That's one of my absolute biggest fears so I'm glad to know I'm just as insane as usual. Just 3 more weeks and maybe I can actually interact with another human being. I'm shy and avoidant, but I'll face those fears so long as it means I don't lose my mind.

 

I actually hope that I end up at one of the universities. It'd be more expensive, but I wouldn't have to deal with my mom. My only concern is my pets since a couple require special care.

 

I'd go to university if I could afford it. Will go when I get my associate's but don't want to take on too much debt.

But seems worth it, versus hanging around here.

 

Thinking of running an experiment for a few days by leaving my phone alone and seeing if anyone actually tries to contact me that isn't my mother. Me thinks no.

I'm also thinking that I need stop eating so many burritos D:

 

yeah. I dunno how we'll afford it. I'll get financial aid and all, plus i think I have a scholarship that'll follow me, but..I don't know. It's pretty pricey.

 

Leaving. Done with this place. Sayonara. My life can only get better without this place.
Yay, 2000 posts. Shame it came late.

 

Homie don't play that.

 

I have a serious problem. That serious problem is called: I eat so much popcorn.

 

Cool people eat too much popcorn.

 

I'm with all of you. I am going to be out in the next year though.

Though my issue now is, I don't know whats going to happen after. I don't know about you guys, but I have one of those families that only deals with each other because their a 'family'. Societal expectations and all. I just feel like; lets just cut the bullshit and stop acting like we are head over heels about each other; but they won't cut the bullshit, so its like I have to come out of it as the heartless ass.

 

(*hug*)

My family's close knit, so I suppose lucky in that regard. I'm just paranoid that I'll be cut from the knit once I come out...

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How dysphoria seems to work for me
Coping>coping>coping>coping>BREAKDOWN>uneasycoping>coping...

 

I hate that I'm just too anxious to actually speak up or even just start some sort of interaction with another human being, both on the internet and real life.

And my eyes huuuuurt!!!

 

My biological father's got hair loss issues. Kind of worried about losing my hair on T but then, if my face leans out I don't think I'd look half bad...

 

(*hug*) I know the feeling, with me I have all I want to say up in my head but when it comes out it's just a patchwork of thoughts and random words. That is if I manage to strike up a conversation with the person. :lol:

 

I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. I don't want to sleep. I'm afraid of dreams because they always turn into nightmares.