I can't deal with this fuckery. You complain about me turning the thermostat two degrees and then turn around and come home with a brand new Mercedes Benz. We already each have nice cars, much more than most people we know, so why? Meanwhile, I haven't received any of my money, which should amount to over 800 dollars. Do you think I am just not noticing my lack of account deposites, or were you under the impression that I naturally wanted to contribute to your leather seats?
I'm feeling good, for the first time in a while. I've had a string of good news/general occurrences today. And even the little bad occurrence this evening hasn't managed to bring me down. I would say I'm making progress but given my breakdown over the weekend I don't want to jinx it.
Half considering moving to Florida once I finish my associate's and finish up my bachelor's once I'm down there. Used to live between Florida and Oregon, left most of my friends (a few who know I'm trans*) down there. Figure if I move across country, I'd have the chance to live as a guy for a while before coming out to family/transitioning. Worth considering, I suppose...
Eh...I agree. Somehow I get the sense someone was like "Tell the gays you like them! They seem to be causing a rucus lately" :dry: I'm also just biased cause I don't like religion whatsoever :badgrin: I'm already thinking about Halloween costumes....Should I go as The Doctor? Maybe Commander Shepherd in a cool N7 cosplay? It's also possible I have too much free time on my hands these days :lol:
I don't really think it matters. Its not like I envision the catholic church regaining control of a single atom in the universe any time soon.
Well, no. They're like soap operas. Desperately clinging to relevance, only in with a lonely, select crowd. And there's a scandal every other week.
I'm cycling back into feeling shitty. If my brother is my twin, why are we so different? I don't think I can relate to him in any other way other than DNA.
I wish I could stop thinking about him...everything is reminding me of him. I hate having to choke back tears constantly. :icon_sad: Also, I'm still applying to other jobs. Heard an Amazon shipping center near me is hiring. Hope they accept my application.
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