What Are You Thinking?

Fantasizing about the future! <3
Living in the state of Dreaming!

 

Oh god, fuck yes. I got Oreos.

 

Why won't I fucking stop crying ... I have to pick up my sister from work in a little while and I can't drive with tears in my eyes...

 

I watched america's got talent with my family and they started bashing LGBT people (bashing with venom. not just idle commentary). How can love, of any kind, bring out such hate in people? I defended the guys that they were running into the ground, of course but still... Why did it require saying? Dammit. Love.. Love=Wrong???? This is the choir that is being preached at though.. Sorry.

how on earth am I going to come out to these people?

 

I'm in a relationship!! Yay!!

 

I'm so excited to see you on Saturday!! It's been so long!

 

Welp. There goes another potential boyfriend. Not my fault you pissed me off.
Nice thing I wasn't attracted. That would've been bad

 

Relationships suck. Too bad I am incurably a hopeless romantic.

 

I am trying aggressively to not listen to the little bit of sad/romantic music I have on my phone.....but of course I'm failing. Listening to 2pm's "All Day I Think of You" and I'm about to absolutely die.....I hate the emotion of love.

 

In the last two months, my life has fallen around me like dominoes... a big part of me hopes I never wake up when I fall asleep tonight.

 

(*hug*)

 

I'm just really thankful that I have people watching over me. I love all of my friends. Tonight was scary and...I am just glad I'm alive and well.

 

I dont want to do tomorrow... Guess ill have to...

 

I just seem to kick myself until I feel like utter shit...am I maturing and assuming full responsibility for everything that happens?

 

I prepared Cup Noodles, drained it, then added BBQ sauce, mayonaise, and Sriracha. Strangely enough, I enjoyed it. This one was better than the other time when I just mixed American cheese with the noodles XD

 

I made this parmesan orzo thing for dinner and wasn't expecting anything but god-fucking-damn it was the best thing I've cooked all month.

 

Series and alcohol. Not one of the best combinations ever......



Heh, at least after tomorrow I won't have to deal with anything more than Fourier Series (not covered in Calculus at all, ironically) ever again.



....Taylor Series literally make me puke, apparently. :lol:

 

My friend who I thought was a religious anti gay person turns out to be a pro gay person, and I'm about to come out to her. I didn't even know she was a part of the school GSA.

OMG OMG OMG.

 

^ Kewl. (!)

I also just got caught up in Homestuck... And got tailgated by Herbie...