I am in the same boat as you lewlew84. I am 31 and am married. I am a very masculine guy but I have played with guys when I was in my late teens. I just thought it was normal and I put it out of my mind. I don't really check out guys now but I do think about c*ck when I think about sex. Hope that's not too graphic. If so I apologize. I am still trying to figure myself out but if I only look at gay and transgendered porn and straight porn doesn't arouse me I'm guessing that I'm gay and I have having a hard time with that. I have only said it out loud 2 times now and both times I said it aloud it shook me. I don't know what all of this means sense I'm just learning myself and I'm older than you. Good luck brother. You sound like a nice person remember that when things look too dark in the upcoming days/months.
