What Are You Thinking?

So, it would seem I just successfully spent the night sleeping on my pile of clothes on the floor...



Whatever works..?

 

I'm in the mood to play some survival horror, but no gaming buddy.

By survival horror I mean one of the original Silent Hills, Rule of Rose, one of the Fatal Frame series, or Haunting Ground. Maybe I'll just play Rule of Rose. I STILL haven't figured out everything about that strange game... and I love it! :eusa_danc

 

Go away, anxiety. You're not wanted. I have to prepare for finals.

 

Yield not to the unworthy.

You are too precious to know their malcontent.

 

Five minutes of feeling good and it all gets crushed, why do I bother?

 

Speedious Tastious or whatever it is called is by far my favorite episode of Roadrunner and Coyote.

 

How are things today?

 

Badass mother FUCKER, I tell you. I beat my fists on the top of my tv to the Mario theme tune, and it gets fixed. I am such a badass.

 

:roflmao:

That is hilarious but respect nonetheless. :eusa_clap

 

Well maybe not, since it went out again. >_>

Edit:
Well, it's back on now, but this is going to be a persistent problem, I suspect... >_>

 

I spent last night rewatching Evangelion for the 14th time after I got out from work. Already on episode 13.. I plan on finishing the series today.

Pilot the Shinji, Eva.

 

I'm just a total scatterbrain. I don't know what happened here, but things are not good. I have therapy in an hour. I just want to go cry in her office, but I need to actually talk. I don't know. I managed to make it all weekend without self-harming, so that's a step, I guess.

 

I wish I could just drop off the face of the planet for today and show up again tomorrow. Go into some sort of hibernation or something.

 

That's not just a good step that's fantastic. To feel like you did but not self harm is brilliant you should be so proud of yourself. It's ok to be lost you'll find your way back to the path. You are stronger than you think.

 

My head hurts, and we have testing tomorrow.


We start on our oral reports soon, though :eusa_danc

 

My therapist said the same thing. I guess I am kind of proud. She told me to take Myers tonight and for the next few nights. I HATE feeling this out of control. Therapy helped some, though. I can't wait until I can really talk to you again...I miss it!

 

I don't see why it's such a big deal that I wanna kill myself. It has nothing to with you and everything to do with me. Buzz off, and let the suicidalist think in peace.

 

That Chris Broussard guy is one hell of an arrogant asshole for thinking he can judge whether or not a person is a Christian. If there's a God, shouldn't it be up to him and the individual and not some other guy thinking he can speak for God?

The God that Chris Broussard presumes to speak for is none other than his own ego, and this is true for many others.

 

My sugar is low, and I feel cold, but I'm absolutely, down right happy. ^^

 

I cannot deal with this BS right now! I really don't think it's too much to ask for people to leave me alone for a few days. I think I'm just going to turn off my phone and lock myself in my room until finals are over.