What Are You Thinking?

My God, Chicago Fire is such a great show.

 

You know, I think I fail at dating sites. I've been on this one for almost a year and I think I've messaged all of 5 people. I've met with exactly one, and she hasn't contacted me in over a week. I was really starting to like her, too, but I guess life happens. -_- I got up the courage to message someone else tonight, so hopefully they'll respond.

 

Yes!!!!



That poor dog needs a better owner. :tears: It will be so upset when I leave…

 

So I was sitting in a hospital recliner (in a normal chair position) and noticed how bad I was slouching so I scooted back and realized my feet didn't reach the floor. :eusa_doh:

 

My body is tired, but my mind is not. Not sure if its worth trying to go to sleep early or not.

 

I'd signed up for one dating site a long time ago, and ended up just taking quizzes and answering questions. I didn't even upload a photo, mostly because I'm scared of having people message me (so why am I even on a dating site in the first place?). If you're a failure, then I'd be an abject failure.

 

The opposition is being silenced.

 

Holy crap, I just watched One Direction videos on YouTube for almost 3 hours instead of doing any homework! :eek:

 

It's nice to not have to worry about my former youth director/ second cousin getting mad about what I post. I really should have banned him from Facebook a long time ago...

 

needless is a weird yet awesome
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I want to say something profound… But I got nothing. Such is the story of my life.

On an unrelated note… I really wish that cute girl would come into the store without her mother. If she were ever alone, maybe I could get up the nerve to talk with her.

 

I'm sorry you have to deal with such human trash in your life.

 

I desperately have to get my eating under control. This slump that I've been in for the last three weeks or so has totally ruined me.

 

The TV stand and coffee table ought to have arrived at the store's warehouse by now, since it's been eight weeks since we ordered them. My parents jokingly wondered if they were growing trees for the damned things, it's been so long.

 

That I just ended the call Michael and I (my bf) we video chat and when one if us goes to bed the other one just ends the call and he fell asleep it is like we r there together we even show the food we r eating

 

I was meaning to come out to this one friend but I don't really like to come out because I'm worried that people will talk about how it's waaaaay more acceptable than in the past or in other areas. I know it's true that I have a lot more privilege than others queer-wise, but it makes me feel like I shouldn't be complaining about it at all.

Well, she asked if I had boyfriends in the past and I admitted I had a girlfriend. Guess what the first thing that came out of her mouth was? "Same gender marriage is legal now. It's not a problem here." I know she comes from China where it's looked down upon a lot more than here, but...I spent the rest of the evening in self-loathing for ever claiming I have suffered over my sexual orientation.

This is why I'm not out out. :x

 

Ah Green Day, take me back to middle school!

---------- Post added 28th Mar 2013 at 04:05 AM ----------

Oh that's fun. That one Green Day song that brought back all the old memories of one of my high school crushes. That's always fun.

 

I feel happy for the first time in weeks
I'm shaking, but mentally I feel fine this is awesome

 

I want to fucking scream.