What Are You Thinking?

I love life. I really do.

 

Finally back home. That means regular Internet and privacy. Oh, how I missed those.

#firstworldproblems

 

I "liked" his photo on Facebook. I hope he notices. Mainly because I haven't talked to him since high school, and I had a really really really big crush on him, and he came out as gay, and have I mentioned that I really really like him? a;a;slkjfe;aoijasdkfasdf.

Joey. Please notice it. Please.

 

David Tennant is cute
Neil Patrick Harris is cute
Chris Hemsworth is cute
Ryan Kwanten is hot

how can you call someone who's older than you cute?


When I grow up, I'm gonna start a revolution.

I want to be horny, but I'm not

Bunnies are cute

 

I hate antibiotics.

On a better note though.. I'm gonna get another 3 to 4 inches of snow. Yay!

 

I gave the prayer at my Christmas dinner...and I gave thanks for Nick Saban and the Southeastern Conference.

It really does suck when you are me...being the best at everything and all.

Suck it SEC haters..you are nothing but a bunch of losers..wannabes..you all wish you were me...you all wish you could claim what I do.

Let's deal with the issue, you wish you were me.

But you can't...because you don't wear the ring of a SEC school.

Maybe one day you will accomplish something and wear wear it...well...except a ring from Vanderbilt or Kentucky...because they aren't real SEC schools.

 

Should I be in this good of mood. Is it illegal?

 

I might get my first boyfriend soon. :3
Happy, but confused also.

 

I'm being anti-social today. Love and I were supposed to go drunk sledding but she wanted to go drunk bowling instead and I hate bowling. So I stayed home. And I'm fasting about it. Love and I made a mutual resolution last night during Paranorman, which is an awesome movie by the way, one of my new favorites, for both of us to hit 135 pounds or lower next year. We're not too far off from that now but I really want to see that number again as soon as possible. Getting a head start on it because reasons. Still sick, by the way. Oh, and, people are such sillyheaded duhfaces...myself included. But seriously...I'm so sick of everyone's bullshit. I just could not and cannot bring myself to care any less these days. This year is ending on the shittiest note possible.

 

I have too many bills I have to get rid of some stuff.

 

Ughhhhh...I just played a League of Legends round where my ping never dropped below 700 (the lag was so bad I couldn't time anything right) and then my mouse died near the end so I had to try to use the touch-pad...Not. My. Round.

 

Today was pleasant. This year's winter break is nothing at all like last years which was basically a stretch of empty time I wasted not doing anything. I really don't wanna go back to school next week ;-;

 

The crush is in Hawaii for 2 weeks which means I don't need to feel like I should be texting him 24/7... Also means I won't see him at school the first week back.

Our good byes ended on a really good note, as well. He was obviously flirting with me in the way that only a straight guy can.

I can relax for a while.

 

Recalling a funny scene w/ two friends, K, who is generally pretty innocent and I'm not out to and S who generally not innocent, is bi, and I'm out to.
I walked in between the two and put my arms over their shoulders.
Me: Hey. S: Awww, we make such a cute threesome. Me: Jumps back, then snickers. S: Ha, you got it. K:What?

 

Can't sleep...mind is racing... Hate this feeling...:bang:

 

I can't say that everything is right in the world. It's not. But I've got him back. not that he was ever gone. Point is, the muddy water has been washed away and the bridge is gorgeous.

And...looks like I got my writing PIC back.

 

-___-
my aunt just came in here
knocked on my door
told me i should be in bed
turned my light off on me
and then went back to her room
-___-

 

Today is the last day I can see David again, most likely for another few months. I'll always have to remember my new mantra: 'David told you no more tears.' That really did stop me from crying last night.

 

So let me get this straight. You know how much physical pain I'm in. You see me doubling over and wincing. You know I have a migraine. You know I'm looking for a new laptop. You know I have to leave for work in an hour, where I'll be running around like a chicken with my head cut off until closing. And yet you ask ME to vacuum before work. Not your lazy ass son who is doing nothing all day but playing video games. The one who was supposed to vacuum yesterday, but left half the house untouched. Right. Thanks.

 

College. Applying to college. Going to college in Boston. Graduating then moving to NYC.

Thinking TOO much about the future haha.