What Are You Thinking?

You haven't seen enough films

 

I have not heard anything from the filmmaker I optioned my screenplay to. The last message I received from him was in October. His YouTube account doesn't have any updates. I've emailed him twice, plus a personal message on YouTube, and I still haven't received a response. I'm getting really pissed off.

 

Electronic music. Bleh.

 

About getting a shower soon, doing the dishes and laundry. Productive day, right? lol

 

I always seem inadequate after family parties with them.

 

Ah! I'm so conflicted!

So long story short, my boyfriend's cousin's fiance (are you following ) made a move and pretty much beg to be with my boyfriend while they were drunk and alone. The little fucker. The two of them have always been friends so I kinda get it, but the asshole has met me and we have also hang out. How fucking obnoxious must you be! -_-

Not only that, but he still thinks that I don't know what happened. He honestly thinks that my boyfriend would have hid what happened from me. So yesterday we met and the douchebag had the balls to go for a hug. I of course stopped him and shook his hand. His fiance had the most confusing face ever. Poor her.

So, now I'm torn because I feel for the guy since he is dealing with being gay and everything that comes with it, but at the same time I'm royally pissed and want to mess with the guy sooooo bad. Not to mention the guy is getting married in less than a year!!

What to do xD I'm thinking I'm going to at least confront him and let him know that I know what happened so he can stop trying to be nice to me. I hate fake people...

 

Matt Mitcham is so cute! :love:

 

I don't think a shower has ever felt so good.

But whoever left me two measly drops of cocoa butter body wash is on my hit list. I'm a big man, two stinkin' drops ain't gonna wash much...

And tomorrow is my stalker's birthday party. The cake turned out swell. It'll probably be way to rich for everyone there, but I think it showcases my talent rather well.

 

To go to youth tonight or not??

If I go, I will most likely be questioned about gay related things that I have posted on facebook. This is also the last time I will get to see my home friends for a while because of school getting ready to start (they are ok with me being gay).

If I don't go, the leader will just harass me on facebook. Also, if I don't go, I can watch to closing cerimonies of the olympics.

I'm strongly leaning on not going.

 

Well, there goes my mood.

 

After a 23 hour trip, I have finally arrived in Oklahoma! Had 5 hours between two flights, and I immediately got in a pretty interesting discussion on Christianity with this guy at the gate, then this other guy who coincidentally happened to be a major in divine studies overheard us and joined.. so in the end we spent 2 hours straight talking about religion! Welcome to Oklahoma lol.

Really excited to be here, though! :eusa_danc

 

Blaaahhhhhhh school! Why do you start soon!?

 

Welcome to the continent!

Okay tonight I went stargazing for the Perseid meteor shower with my friends. I counted 63 meteors over 2.5 hours. It was great fun.

This is going to sounds crazy and I don't blame any of you guys if you don't believe me, because I can barely believe this myself: When I got home I looked up in the sky to see if I could spot another meteor, but what I saw was what I am pretty certain was a ufo. I told you it sounds ridiculous, but I couldn't make this up if I tried. It was three red dots arranged in a triange, slowly rotating while it moved in the sky then it sort of vanished all at once like a cloaking device in Star Trek, except without the ripple effect. IDK what that could be because there was no sound like a plane engine or anything. I don't really know what to make of it.

 

So...I don't know what I'm exactly doing anymore...feel so strange. Oh well.

 

I may have just outed myself to literally everyone in my area because I wrote a letter to my newspaper's editor praising a sermonette a pastor had written on why gays shouldn't be excluded from the church... huh... This could be fun... Oh well, I'm leaving this place on Friday, so whatever. Kinda hope that letter gets published.

I submitted it without realizing that I had said in the letter "I am a Christian who is gay..." until several minutes after...

 

Hehe, watching my cat go crazy at 3 a.m. and attack all the furniture is priceless. XD

 

Last day of my music course! can't believe it's over already.

 

The productive days are over. Why was I so excited and inspired again?

 

Agreed. :lol:

Though I think it made things all the more sad when he didn't make it to the finals.

 

I should have went earlier...