Why on earth did I procrastinate on my physio. lab readings? Oh right, the chem. lab readings got in the way...Revise: Why can't I read two things at once? >.<
I feel like total crap and this is the absolute worst weekend for this to happen to me. I feel like something is trying to claw its way out of my stomach and I'm perpetually dizzy, but somehow I need to find the strength to drag myself to a godforsaken field and say hello to the many ne'er-do-wells that inhabit this shithole that I am currently calling home. Such is my life...
not sure what I should think really, did I let myself get talked into accepting what I didn't want to accept before... which means if I let myself do that I must want that. At least I must not want the alternative, the only alternative.
I want to eat a giant bowl of freshly grated parmesan cheese mixed with some black and cayenne pepper. No need to put it on anything else.
One of my old guy friends from high school came out as an MtF, and she's practically the perfect woman: short, well-read, only slightly opinionated, and nerdy. She's a lot less annoying now that she isn't a guy following me around in a very unrequited "I like you" kind of gesture. ... Would serve me right if I got rejected this time around, aha.
I don't understand...I can't stop thinking about it. I've even talked to several people about it, and I keep trying to keep myself busy to keep my mind off things...When did I get so lovesick? Why do I have this craving for romantic attachment...?
I know how much you don't want to talk about it...and somehow, I always bring it up. I'm so sorry. Will you forgive me?
So... my roommate just came and moved out at 10:47PM, with no advanced notice. Thanks for nothing, I really did not like you anyways... I know that sounds harsh, but we really did not get along so it's good that she is gone...
Oh, poo. The first LGBT club meeting of the year just has to be during class/my only break for 6 hours. Now how am I going to find out where to watch Glee? D:
Email an officer of the organization and find out if they know where people will be watching... or have someone go and take notes for you -- Hmm, I am again reminded of how little vaccines hurt. A short, sharp pain, followed by two days of soreness = Immunity to life threatening/altering diseases... It's a pretty damn good tradeoff. Also, IT'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!
going to bed and my stomach hurting. also about how i'm going to work tomorrow knowing that i jerked off to guys in the past 2 days. it's going to be weird.
With the DC comic reboot I kinda wana start reading Batman comics since I always have loved Batman but never actually read a comic. Dunno.
Oh, Truth or Dare. I owe most of the kissing I've managed in my life to you. Also, I managed to miss the last bus home tonight and there was nobody home who could pick me up. $17 for a taxi to get ten minutes home. :/
