What Are You Thinking?

I'm sat on my bed wrapped in a blanket drinking fizzy vitamin c and waiting for my paracetamol to kick in.

I bet everyone is jealous of all the excitement that's in my life.

 

Reading in my bathtub=my new favorite activity

 

Recently, I've been having very disquieting thoughts about being forever friend-zoned...

 

I got to grind all up on the loveliness that is the guy I'm crushing on tonight. I'm on a contact high at the moment. I really hope this newfound friendship ends up leading somewhere.

 

I'm glad I don't WANT (as in believe I need) a boyfriend anymore. That said, I'm happy being single, but it'd still be nice to have someone to share my life with.

 

Got a fuzzy green pillow today...it was a good day

 

Friend-zoned is better than not-worth-talking-to-zoned. Pretty certain that how the vast majority of gay guys feel about me. Although I think I can finally call another gay guy friends here, which is really nice!

 

Stupid construction. <_<

 

Since the Proposition 8 tapes are being challenged in court I've been rereading the court transcripts, and I forgot just how shady the proponent's witnesses were. It's a good read though.

 

I'm starting to doubt that I'll even get to the "friend zone" after watching that documentary yesterday.... Here's a hug. (*hug*)



On another note, all this distress, heartbreak and emotional turmoil I've experienced in the past 6 months has had some GOOD effects! My musical creativity is showing in my compositions!

 

i couldn't be happier right now if i tried

 

Who else didn't know that Drew Barrymore's bisexual?! I suddenly started feeling very turned on when I found that out.

I mean, she was already really fit before, but now she's suddenly gone way up on my list.

 

Not just love. Infinite love. This is awesome.

 

Okay, so every 5 mins I hear a door slam. I am alone and all my doors are locked. *sheer terror*

 

what the hell did I do?

 

For some reason alot of the supernatural fiction books i have been reading seem to throw a gay charecter into the mix. I dont mind, in fact some are very good charecters. however some feel as if the author just shoved in the extra conflict for drama points. BLUH

 

Oh technology, what have you done to me. I'm chatting with somebody online who happens to be about ten feet away from me in the next room. I guess it's better than texting somebody who is in the same room...

 

I'm thinking 113 is too damn hot, I don't care how much ice is in the pool.

 

I have a new Chinese roommate. My dorm room is slowly becoming a mini UN.

 

Back...stiff...Final Fantasy 13 grinding takes a lot out of you mentally.

But *sniffle* its so nice to see that my party has shown A LOT of improvement within the last couple of hours. I'm so proud! :tears: