What Are You Thinking?

I hate it when I get pushed into things I don't want to do.

Me and my friend were going to Cardiff tomorrow and she still hasn't booked the train tickets, making them more expensive to buy.
That, and shit went down last night in Cardiff. There were riots; shops were looted and a car was set on fire, just like in other cities near us.

If I tell her I'm frightened then she'll just call me a baby and we have to go because she's excited about it. Ffs.

 

Bachmann visits me in my nightmares.

 

please save some rain for Sunday, PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASE!!!!

 

Hey. You there with the thing. Ya, you! Hi!

 

Why do I always make friends with horrible people?

That, or why aren't I strong enough?

 

It's hard when neither of us want to move on. I still find myself hoping that something will change and we will miraculously have our chance. I know it's probably in vain, but I can't help it. I still dream of you. I still think of you as mine and I would give anything to be able to be yours.

On a different note, I am now on the last day of my music course. It has been so much fun and I am going to miss everyone a lot. Definitely bring on next year though!

Also, the guy that runs the course, I have decided, is a legend. In just a couple of half-hour sessions my technique on the violin has already begun to improve, which is very promising.

 

I think I'm starting to fall in love with you...

 

i hate how my school has so much requirements for graduation :/ it's such a pain in the ass to fucking figure out a schedule that works

 

I don't understand what people want/expect from me anymore. I'm so tired of everyone!

 

I GOT CHOSEN FOR POTTERMORE! I'M SO EXCITED!

This is probably the best news I've gotten in the longest time.

 

Going to see Glee 3D at midnight tomorrow!

 

10 minutes until Big Brother!

 

I miss my best friend... But I don't wanna go back to school...

 

Hungry. And thirsty. And tired. And I have to pee. Also, I broke the damn headphone jack on my iPod! Luckily, Amazon sells replacements, still. Whew. Third one I've had to buy though. My poor iPod. It's been through hell and back. /sigh.

 

I made so many mistakes at work today. My head just wasn't there...many of my customers yelled at me. One of my coworkers asked me if I had a girlfriend, and when I said no, she asked me if I had ever dated, to which I replied "no" again. She then asked me if I was a virgin ( :tears: ) to which I said it was none of her business and walked away.... She kept giving me funny looks all day, and I caught her chatting with coworkers and pointing in my direction. I REALLY don't want my coworkers to put two and two together and figure me out.

I don't understand why I have to go through SO much at one time. :tears:

 

So, today was my first day of school, and I'm totally looking forward to the last day of school.

 

Money doesn't make me happy, it only provides security.

 

how better would america be if more people realizied that...

 

Going back to school tomorrow... with mixed feelings.

On the one hand, I'll be back with great friends who are super accepting, and I'll be able to be pretty open about my sexuality. On the other, I didn't come out to Dad... so now I have to either block him and his friends on FB, come out to him not face-to-face, or not come out to a ton of friends via FB as I was intending. *sigh* Ah well, it'll all work out and school is back soon, YAY!

 

Ew, so, 3rd period with my exboyfriend is totally awkward. Especially since we had to work together today, andi didn't want to talk to him, andhe waslike "Youre not talking because I'm here huh?" But he said it in a rude way, so I gave him the bitch face. Ahahaha.