What Are You Thinking?

Only after watching Katy Perry's 'Last Friday Night' music video two times did I realize Rebecca Black was in it. At the third, it then occurred to me that Black's debut song was 'Friday'. 'Last Friday Night', 'Friday'. Derp.

Also, I actually think Rebecca's new song, 'My Moment', is at least 1,000 times better than 'Friday'.

Aaaaand do not feel like going to work running on 3-4 hours of sleep. It's all physical work, too, so I'm not gonna last long. >_<

 

Last night I decided to watch 'Insidious' at 1 am in my pitch black room. Has to be the scariest movie I've seen in a long time. Paranormal activity doesn't stand up to this one.

 

I seriously don't understand how anyone can find it scary. xD

 

Me with my hair done, round 2.

 

My Tumblr feed is full of pretentious asshats.

 

（　・∀・）[＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝ビーム!!

 

I am sick of getting picked on by my family.

 

holy fuck what is up with this weather? definitely NOT looking forward to tomorrow being like effin 100 degrees *sigh*

 

I just ate some very delicious pan fried pork dumplings and sweet and spicy wings from a local thai joint.

OOO man I wish I knew how to cook.

 

Dear Weather,
Stop being so hot. I hate you. Why are you making me go out in you tomorrow? Poop.
Hate,
-Kellen

 

Oh, cute McDonald's guy... I think I'm on to you.

 

Car crashes are scary. My mom almost died.

I can't stop thinking about it.

 

Feel nobody cares about me.

Feeling alone.

 

DAMN ALL YOU GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE IN THE WOOOORLD. Make me so jealous. No offense to the folks here, though. XD You're all cooooool.

So glad I'm not working tomorrow. Caught whatever my mom has, and it's not very pleasant. D:< Throat constantly feels dry, and whenever I swallow, it feels like there's a lump in my throat.

 

why did he make me love him? why couldn't i feel sexually attracted to him? why didn't he let me know if he could return my feelings? why wasn't he who i thought he was? why did he lead me on for so long if he was never interested? why did it take the pain of losing him to realize that i didn't like guys? why did i have to lose him at all? why could i never tell him how i felt? why did he make it so hard for me to let go? why did i let him drive me away from my sanctuary? why is he the reason i used to get up every sunday morning and go in the first place? why does he suck so much? why is he so wonderful? why can't i just forget about him?

 

The cute girl smiled at me and said "I like your shirt"
It's a "Support Love" t-shirt, obviously about sexuality.
I don't know what that says about her sexuality or if that was a hint or something, and it doesn't matter if it was. I have a beautiful girlfriend who I miss very much.
But still, her smile and comment made me feel good, in a simple way.

 

Not sure what to think.. Just nervous about being here on these forums.. My heart is pounding a little.. I'm nervous is all..

 

I don't like you.

 

I swear everyone I know is calling themselves a photographer now. Apparently all it takes its a fancy camera and a facebook page to be one. Go figure xD

 

I came home from a long day of working, then being a nerd with my friends to find my parents fighting. Fantastic. So now I've escaped to my girlfriends apartment. She gave me some paper and watercolors so I can paint how I feel. Lol I love her so much. x3