WHY AM I STILL AWAKE?! I can't help but think that I'm gonna have to fix my sleep schedule. Or maybe participate in a sleep study. Bleh. >_< I hate you, summer. D:<
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4g-2zxbqfvA[/youtube] I feel like I should be embarrassed for loving this song.
So the idea of me hooking up with J does NOT get my mum's seal of approval. *sigh* maybe I should have waited for things to settle down a bit before telling her. Oh well.
Soooo My 2 best friends broke up and he said he is totally over her and that he doesn't care what she'll do and stuff... and she said she's kind of confused about guys and that she kinda likes girls too, she told me straight before that she was bi... soo u think that if they broke up that he would mind if i tried to ask her out?? and should i??
Pretty certain he'd mind. It sounds like they didn't break up that long ago and as much as he says he doesn't care, he probably still does a bit at least. Give it a couple of weeks or more. Another question about asking her out: do you like her in that way? If you're interested in her and she seems interested in you, it would be worth a try, but otherwise, you're asking her out, because of that "I really want a boy/girlfriend" mentality that so many GLBT teens have, I've been there myself and I'm arguably still there. Yes, I would probably leap at the first guy to show some kind of attraction to me. Does it make a good relationship? Depends on the person, but when the main reason you went out with them in the first place was because they were attracted to you, you're not coming from a very strong base. I know, I've been there. In short, I'd wait a bit before you ask her out and really consider it before you do. Good luck though!
May not be able to go to therapy I desperately need anymore .....fuck fuck fuck fuck ..... What the hell did I do to deserve living this way?
The annoying MSN bots strike again! Although the conversation flow is totes changing! <3 Oh, I also don't mean any offense to iPad users. I just wanted to annoy the virus bot.
I go back to teaching a class of five-year-olds in a couple of weeks. I'm so tempted to read them "Go The Fuck To Sleep".
I haven't come out to anyone yet and it's extremely frustrating/depressing :bang: :tears: And I'm hungry...
