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Why do I always go through this "I don't want to go to therapy today." thing right before my appointments??? It's everytime. So annoying.

But I still don't wanna go. :dry:

 

This whole transfer thing is really confusing, and one big headache. It seems like no one is very eager to help. =/

 

Follow-follow up. Argh. <_<

I need to work on this IS. Essay's due on the 16th and my seminar is on the 14th. <____________<
Plus I have a conference friday morning that I need to attend. <___<

My appologies if this post is laden with bitterness. V_V

I also just discovered the reason for my printer malfunctions. Colours print just fine. WTF. The black ink is full. >_>

 

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XD I love 5 second films

Also, I love how the GOP proved yet again how it values money in their pockets over health and the poor.

 

not much

 

CASCADA IS GONNA MAKE A NEW ALBUM!!!! *dies of happiness*

 

Details! Nao!

 

Someone updated their status saying, "Je vous demande de mourir dans un incendie!" and I am very scared now.

(That says, "I demand you to die in a fire!")

 

I.......am done with this. This pain is unreal. I can't understand why I wasn't destined for peace. I feel excited when I think about death. Knowing that I'll be escaping this pain is more than I could ever ask for. While I may feel that I sound selfish, I should indulge in this sweet release.

I've done absolutely nothing From May 13th 1994 to December 1st 2010. I've gotten in the way, and my family doesn't need this burden anymore. I don't know why I cry and ask "Why don't they love me?". Why would they? Why should they? I'm pathetic in every way possible. I'm incredibly hideous and I'm a complete idiot.

Nobody wants me.....I wish so badly that I could be hugged. Just once. Just once.

I get so jealous when I see families with Mom and Dad together out with their kids. I wish I could just make my parents happy. I'm not good enough for them, but that doesn't mean I didn't try my hardest. I did.

I was never meant to be happy. I think the reason why I've been in so much pain is because I was trying to be happy and falling flat on my face. I'm never going to be accepted and loved.

I just wish I could have felt that feeling. Love. I'm worthless. I have absolutely no worth. Life isn't worth living. I'm sorry to anyone who's time I've wasted, I just hope you all can take into consideration what I've been feeling. I am in so much pain. I just wish I could wake up and this would all have been a bad dream. I'm nothing.

 

I'm sorry to hear you feel like this, I have certainly felt like that before and actually very recently.

I pretty much suck at giving advice but I do know how you feel and you are not worthless you are a fantastic human being.

 

Who you think your kiddin, he's the earth and heaven to ya
try to keep it hidden, honey we can see right through ya

 

my god billie joe armstrong is so cute!

 

My oh my, I do hate when the nurse puts the bandage tape over the top of my foot. It's such a sensitive area, and the hair doesn't help once I have to replace it.

 

It's absolutely pouring. Water is literally streaming down my window. I'm legit scared the house is going to break.

 

This day just gets weirder and fucking weirder

 

Well........I feel pathetic.

 

If someone doesn't explain this my head will implode >.<

 

Ugh...that was like a painful flashback to the misery of the last four years. Let's hope it doesn't happen again.

 

First day of December and it was 76.
Is this even winter, really?