What Are You Thinking?

I worked today. Like at a job. I'm getting paid. This is a good thing.
I think I did okay on my first day..

 

Feeling sad....again.......pretty much exhausted by life.

 

I am writing a speech that I have to present in front of the whole school. It is on the topic of LGBT Bullying. I am excited and scared at the same time. wish me luck. 1500 students with all their eyes on me *runs and hides*

 

Hehehehe, I am totally posting this from my new phone <3 Yay pretentious phone! So exciteeeeed =D

 

Going to the movies tonight to see "You Again". A lot of people are saying that it's terrible, but I still wanna see it. Hope I like it!!

 

I wish I was living in a more gay-friendly area. I finally get a pride bracelet and then a group of jerks point and yell "gay bitch" at me and walk behind me for a few feet. Not cool.

I miss my family. T-T

 

Until I leave for the movie theater, I'm gonna watch The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. I'm not gonna lie, this movie scares me SO BADLY. It freaked me out when I was a kid and it still freaks me out to this day.

 

There is a reason I don't watch scary movies. So not sleeping well tonight...

 

^ seeing brandon n his bug makes me :icon_bigg

 

Well, today was good for a great reason. The only place I'm not really out in my life is at work, partly because I really had no idea what one close friend at work's views on homosexuality are.

Well, I found out today as I walked in on a conversation. A gay couple just bought an apartment in a very expensive building for very very cheap (yay housing market in my town!), and they were talking about it. The friend said specifically, "I have no problem with gay people." I just hope nobody noticed my smirk at that comment.

:icon_roll

 

I have a new obsession with Twitter. Can't stop refreshing, lol.

 

Ah... a great conclusion to a great night...

 

Why does life fuckin hate me?
And you know what Blythe? I hate you, get over it, and please, I hope you hate me back just as much as I hate you. It'll make things much easier. And one more thing. If I could do just one impossible thing...

I'd take back the time we kissed.

 

Lol, Rick Sanchez got fired from CNN. xD

 

I'm so tired I'm dizzy. D:

 

Collllllliiiinnnngggggwwwwoooooooodddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Premiers 2010 Carn The Pies!!!

 

I'm just barely getting over my obsession w/Twitter, and I was obsessed for over a year. lol I still go on a couple times a day but not nearly as much as before.




There was a big moth in my bedroom....I grabbed my blanket and pillow and ran out of there. Gonna sleep on the couch. lol :icon_redf

 

So, I just woke up in the middle of the night (actually it's 6:06 A.M.). I had a bad dream that someone was in my house and they wanted to kill me. It was horrible. I hate having dreams like that. Now I don't want to go back to sleep. I'm laying in bed using my iPod for Internet.

 

If humans are at all good for the universe, why dont we do anything good? If we are detrimental to existance, why do we exist? What is humanity, a word. We are big piles of meat that move and think, we ruin everything we touch, we live for near to a century, and then we are just piles of meat that dont move and think. If we all died, what would become of the universe? Would it have any effect? No. Not a peceivable effect at least. The sun wouldnt implode, Mars wouldnt spiral out of orbit and hit the Earth. We are effectively non-existant. If we have no impact on anything, whos to say we are actually real? If there is no effect, how can there be a cause?