What Are You Thinking?

I feel like spongebob when he's ready for work. I'm so excited!!!

 

I have to right about an event (or series of events) that have changed my life. I don't want to write about me being gay, but I guess I have to. I can't think of anything else to write about, I've been thinking for the past week.

I don't think I can limit that to three pages either.

 

My birthday's in... *looks at clock* half an hour.

Yay for aging. :|

 

God damn I need a job.

 

Hmm... can't put a finger on how today went.

 

I think...I'm okay.

I think...I've finally accepted things the way they are. I've finally accepted that I've done everything I can do, and whatever happens from this point on isn't up to me anymore. If she and I really are meant to be together, she'll find her way back to me. And if not...I think I'll be okay. I'm ready to leave things up to fate.

And, you know what? Even though it still hurts like hell, just thinking about things this way makes me feel so much better. I feel...optimistic. I feel like even though it hurts now, it really will get better. I have genuine hope. And I think that's good progress. :3

 

Happy birthday grandma


I'm going to get obese working here.

 

I have my first clinical tomorrow. I think my heart's gonna explode from the stress haha

 

"Hey, Colton, I am directing Oklahoma and I need some dancing singing cowboys, Are you available? Show opens Nov. 17, thru Dec. 12. No performance on Thanksgiving night, but goes up again on Fri, Sat and Sun. Please let me know if you can do it. There is a spot for you. Melissa"

OH MY GOD!!!

 

Love me some Soul Eater. SHINIGAMI CHOP! XD

 

I don't understand what you're saying, but it made me giggle regardless. :3

 

I have $170 to spend on food at day caf (buying lunches and the like) at uni in a bit under a month. This should be fun! (We get $20 credit per week, loaded on at the start of semester, and I haven't used much of mine yet.)

 

The note i got in English class today:

"Hullo! Ummmm I heard you are gay or bi. And no, i don't hate cuz I'm bi anyways."

 

Maybe this well help you understand the workings of a mad man.

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God damn, still like 2 pages to write. How the fuck am I gonna do this?

This is the LAST time I wait until the last minute...

 

so apparently the bake sale is TOMORROW!! and I still didn't make the cookies. glad i don't have class until 1 tomorrow. no sleeping in tomorrow morning...oh well. i shouldn't be doing that anyway

oh, and my second bowling game tonight sucked!

 

I'm a little sleepy, but there's so much to do!

 

DONE! I hope. I still need to type that bitch out and it's gotta be 5 pages long, double-spaced. I wrote ten pages double-spaced (two of which were dedicated to my hatred if Times New Roman), so when I type it tomorrow morning, if it doesn't hit at least 5 pages, I'm fucked.

What should I name it though?

 

a guy in my art and soundscape class was starting to trip my gaydar today.. i kinda felt him looking at me sometimes, then we split into groups and he joined mine (not that there's much to draw from that) but we did an activity with a blindfold and after his turn he took off the blindfold, walked right past the other guy in our group and put it on me. now i want to know the truth haha.

he totally used a surfing term today too. i'll have to investigate that front too.

 

Got more jewelry today. I wonder how many times I've said that in this thread...

One of the bracelets I got says "Jacob black" in a heart. Lol