Damnit all. I was trying to come out to a friend on yahoo in a round-about way and totally just @#$%&*! blew it. I totally blew it. DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!!!
I did that a few times, too. Very difficult. Just do something nice for yourself tonight; relax .. regroup. What you're doing takes a lot of bravery. Do you realize how brave you are for even trying? You will be successful.
I would've thought this one would be easy because it's over yahoo....I feel so embarrassed for not being able to spit it out
It might be weird, but not necessarily bad. It would communicate -- more than mere words can -- how very hard it can be to come out, that it is a very difficult thing to do, and sometimes we don't make it the first time. But anyway, it's not a race; don't beat yourself up over this, and try again when you're ready.
I love this feeling...knowing that someone knows I'm gay and they couldn't care less, one way or another, they still love me=)