What are you thinking?

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EC Has plenty of hidden messages.... :eek:

 

Im thinking that I want a cookie..

I need to finish packing..

Why the hell is she marrying him? Hes not even her type??

 

I'm thinking that I fail at sculpting symmetrically.
And my batman sculpture looks more like a shocked dragqueen right now than a crimefighting badass.
And I'm worried my friend will think it's a shit gift when she sees it.

 

I've successfully come of my mood stabilizer and atypical antipsychotic, but I still feel like shit since I'm in somewhat of a withdrawal. I kept dry heaving the other day and today I just feel like my head is going to implode.

I haven't been delusional or psychotic for a few days though now.

 

Corina, if I were to receive an (insert interest here) sculpture from you, I'd love it no matter how good/bad/red/blue/up/down/magical/normal whatever it was. It's the thought that counts. The very fact you're poring over this kind of thing shows that you're an exquisite friend. I think she'll looove it.

 

i am thinking about rosie ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

 

I'm drunk.

 

Seconded! She's gettin' hand-made art from a friend. That takes a hell of a lot more effort than going out and buying something. And you're doin' it for her! That counts for something in my books. I think she'll love it, too. =)

Unrelated: I am thinking I wish I could buy Bell's Oberon here. =/

 

I wish all my fucking 'friends' would fucking admit their hatred for me. Spineless fucks. Fuck them all.

 

God I'm fat...I really shouldn't have eaten that chinese food.

 

OMG *is about to vent again*
FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. God, you fucking douche bag. I hate you. After all I did for you. Fuck you. FUCK. I hate you so much.
*is done for now*

 

(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)Dylan(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)

 

OMG...Green Day concert at Qwest tomorrow! With Franz Ferdinand opening! So excited


In other news, I now remember why I avoid driving in the middle of the city during rush-hour. Stop-and-go traffic on I-80 from 6oth all the way to the river...

 

I just saw 500 Days of Summer and it was AMAZING

 

How the heck am I going to get everything done??

 

I'm thinking these crackers are flavored too strong and are overpowering the accompanying cheese. Stronger cheese with these crackers in future, I think.

Also, it annoys the hell out of me that my younger brother automatically assumes he knows more than me, and needs to explain things* on the news to me. I DO NOT LIVE UNDER A ROCK, KID. >:/

* And by "things" I mean "DAMN NEAR EVERYTHING"

 

Woop. Can't sleep, so here I am. I go try sleep again. Bye. :B

 

These jeans fit perfectly.

 

i hate being single!! it really sucks

 

I saw my first ever Jelly Fish and Giraffe about a year ago today.

Man that was ages ago.

It came to me in a dream.
Who can I tell?

For the first time... everything is alright. The future is still scary but I'm not afraid. I'm happy with where I've made it to, and hopefully I'll keep progressing at this rate for a good long while.

I can honestly say nothing is unfair. I'm coping with financial difficulties like I've always been, but I doubt that will ever change. I've accepted what I have to deal with, and working has completely changed my life around.

I'm not really sure of anything relating to the past, but I know if it wasn't for all the drama surrounding my life at that time, more than likely I'd still be a mess today.

I only have one regret I guess...
But I don't know how I could of helped it.

I know it could work if you let it.

I just have to keep taking my chances and see where life wants to take me. Let's see where this all folds out. I hope it only gets better.

I guess I sound like a hippy. Maybe it's just the mood I'm in right now... Things will be different when I wake up in the morning. At it's core though, I'm very thankful for the way things have turned out for me. At this point in my life, everything would probably be perfect if it just wasn't for those lost answers I never got from you.

What can I say?
It's been too long for something that was so short for me to even care... but I do.
I hate the fact that I do shit like this.

But what's a few points of my dignity worth anyways?

I'll just have to keep moving on...

Who knows, maybe that was my only source of motivation all along.