Hi everyone Very bad att introducing myself but ill try I just turned 30 and for a month or so i really realized i was a lesbian, again. I have actually know this since i was about 15, but didnt really care and just ignored it. When i was about 20 i was visiting som gay dating sites and forums but i am a very shy person and never really considered of coming out in real life. Then i met this girl online who i fell in love with but she was tricking me to do a lot of stuff. ( i might add that i am also kind of naive). It started with making videos for her and after that she wanted me to have sex with her guy friends. I never met her in real life because she said she was currently living in #####, while i was in the north of sweden. Ofcourse it turned out that she was one of the guys. To defend myself 'she' was really convincing and had stolen a lot of images from a real girl. We also had friends in common on facebook. Anyway after that i felt really bad and didnt care about finding a girlfriend anymore. Later i had several relationships with guys , who were nice to me but something was missing. Then just for some month ago i woke up and really had to stop this so i ended the relationship with my boyfriend. It reaööy hurted, cause i love him, just not in the right way. And now i am here Ok.. so that really felt strange to share but anywat i am hoping to find som e friends here /maria
Welcome to Empty Closets LiteKorkad. If you haven’t already, check out the LGBT Later in Life support forum here on Empty Closets. I find it helpful to those of us exploring this stuff outside of our teens.
Välkommen! I don't actually know Swedish, I just thought it'd make you feel more welcomed, hehe So happy to have you here! I'm sorry that you've had to deal with someone so manipulative, it really hurts. Hey, we're here to be friends and be there to support each other, so that's exactly what we'll do! <3
