So I want to look more androgynous. I know that for sure. First question. How can I do that? It’s kinda a broad question but where do I start. I already look moderately androgynous. Second question. What about my parents? I kinda want to try binding and see if that makes me more comfortable. I also would much rather shop in the men’s section. But I’m concerned my parents might make assumptions that I want to be a boy, which I don’t. Also, I’m very skinny and nothing fits me properly. How can I get past this? I’m mainly concerned about my parents.
H&M has a section of clothes "for elegant/professional women" with a lot of suits, button ups and the like. And, recently, I saw a tomboy's section xD with flanels. I know ties for women exist - they're narrower and smaller. That way others would eventually suspect less "oh wants to be a boy" and the clothes will fit your thin body - while from the men's section they could be too large on the shoulders. The secret not to appear a scarecrow when you're thin, is to wear narrow things. For ex I have a thin gender neutral wristwatch; men's wristwatches are cool, but my arm with them would look like a stick.
White makes something look larger, black narrower. Vertical lines narrow. You could use those optical illusions to make your figure appear more androgynous. "Boring" colors like black, white, grey, brown, blue look more masculine.
I don't know what type your parents are, but, in my experience, transgenderness is the last thing people suspect about. They think everything, from tomboy to rebel to lesbian, but "trans" is the last one, even if someone avoids pools and beaches like a cat avoids water, binds their chest and uses a masculine or neutral name. xD On New Year's night, I had *a suit*, short hair; I looked like a crossdressing lesbian of the old times (beginning of XX century?), or a young guy, who knows. People likely thought: "lesbian". I also ended up dancing in a group of lesbians xD
Yeah true, but my dad is trans so my parents know a lot on the subject. I think they are suspicious, but maybe I’m wrong. I have come out as pan, so maybe they would just assume that.
So I was looking around online, and I can’t seem to find any ties. Well, I could find scarf like things, but not ties. What can I search to maybe find some?
I find that parents usually don't go straight from "kid wants to buy 'mens' clothes" to "kid wants to be a man." As for sizing, I personally like to get clothing out of the boys' section. I find those clothes fit better than those in the "men's" section. That said, I am a pretty small person, so that might not work for you.
You could try boys' section if mens' clothes are too big for you. If your parents ask or assume something about your gender you can just say that there is nothing deeper going on. Many women just like mens's clothing more. At least we get decent pockets and the materials are generally sturdier. Be careful with binding though! It can cause permanent damage to your breast tissue and skin (that doesn't look pretty). You could have issues with your back and your neck, trouble breathing properly and it's just uncomfortable and painful. If you are small chested just try two sports bras. Never do it with ace bandages or tape.
https://www.google.com/search?q=wom...wKHWF0DlMQ_AUIBigB#mhpiv=11&spf=1546913712749 (Ignore the model being feminine) See how the tie is narrower? https://www.google.com/search?q=wom...4GQBw&start=0&sa=N#mhpiv=17&spf=1546913817504 This is likely from men's section but is not too large. Oh, ties with a finer texture (the tissue is tied tighter because narrower threads allow it) can be tied with different kids of knots without looking too large. I hope I explained, my lexicon is meh.
Hmm, true, I can't find much, searching "women's tie", although I found them irl in shops... ...but I searched "narrow tie" and found some examples: https://www.google.com/search?q=nar...-wKHdvXDJQQ_AUIBigB#mhpiv=6&spf=1546914136947 https://www.google.com/search?q=nar...wKHdvXDJQQ_AUIBigB#mhpiv=13&spf=1546914136950 (this says "unisex")
In Italy I know a chain of shops (Nara Camicie) that sell mostly elegant button ups, women's on one side, men's on the other (but I wouldn't care about the division, if I went shopping there ). They sell also the ties I'm talking about. I don't know if there's a similar chain where you live. I also know a chain of "dandy elegant clothes for men", but it's expensive (Dan John); at least, I think it's a british brand or something, so it doesn't exist only in Italy.
Sadly, where I live, there is almost nothing. We have to travel to the next state to find anything good. But, there is online shopping.
If you do a lot of pushups regularily and are young, your shoulders can grow wider down to the bones. If that if your concern of course. I was pear shaped and I disliked it in very normal terms, It made me feel fat and like an incubator. I second buying things that look like men's but are made for women. That halps a lot when you struggle to fit the clothes or find the right size.