What are you thinking?

Right now I'm still stuck on a new business idea I got yeasturday. I need to get to my actual work but the brainstorming part is the most fun and I just can't let go.

 

Just wondering, what did we humans do to deserve dogs?

 

Went to go see Love,Simon. I actually really liked it, although I was so close to crying when

Spoiler: Love, Simon

Near the end of the movie Simon asked his mom if she knew. She said she didn't know he was gay, but said she knew he had a secret. That he went from being carefree to being more reserved, like he was hiding something

Hit me right in the feels because it's so fucking relatable.

 

Might see my ex tomorrow. Haven't see her in half a year and I'm kinda freaking out. A little. On the inside.
I know I might not even see her but still ...

 

Love it when I type something and my auto-correct tries to correct it, even though it's technically correct.

No, bitch, I did not mean to type the name of this city as "Turin". It's fucking "Torino" because the character referencing the city is Italian and therefore is going to call it BY THE NAME IT IS CALLED IN HIS COUNTRY. What the fuck?

 

Obsession is my middle name. For her I'm nobody who just happens to be in the same club as her. We have different interests except drawing. I haven't drawn anything in a while so not really my main interest anymore.

Stop obsessing and overthinking!! You're acting like a creep.

 

I think I'm falling for him.

 

I know I don't have a lot of dating experience, but it's hard to see how any date could top last night.

 

Our goalkeeper is a fucking loser. 6-0. He let us lose 6-0. And the last two times before this that we played in our rival's stadium he lost 5-1 and 4-1. Fucking. Loser.

 

I think things will eventually sort themselves out. Everything is temporary anyway. That doesn't mean the wait isn't worth it. Change is coming.

 

My dad didn't freak out. He didn't yell at me. What's the appropriate timeline until I tell him I have a bf then he comes over? Definitely don't wantto rush it. A few months in-between each stage?

I thought it would feel better than it did.

 

Just a mixture of loneliness, tea, and comic books.

 

Supposed to be clearing backlogs over the weekend... but here I am, browsing forums and mangas as minutes and hours pass.

Dear brain, please just make this body start work already!

 

Boobies ... know how douche-y I sound.... but I learned, by accident, that a girl I'm into has bigger boobs that it seemed under those big sweaters she wears. And now I have a one-track mind.

 

I have to finish this damn project in less than 2 hours!! Fun times yo!!!!!!!!!

 

You make me want to go back to school :')

 

my body annoys me today :c

 

Thinking that should I delete my ###### account? because it has been 3 days but I still did not meet the right one. I don know should I believe that there is true love between gay? or I will be alone whole life?

 

3 days?? maaaan, it's too short be patient and you will be rewarded. <3

 

*At church with my family on Easter*

**two attractive guys are in the pew right in front of me, I notice another behind me during the sign of peace**

My thoughts throughout the service:

• "The Lord is testing me."
• "Where are all these men usually? Eh, they're all probably straight anyway."
• "Is this God's way of giving me an Easter present, and saying he's okay with my bisexuality?"
• "Jesus isn't the only thing that was risen today."

**I also find myself continually glancing at the one guy's butt in front of me**

"No. Focus on the Mass, not the ass."

Keep in mind I am not out to my family, so this was all internal thoughts.