what was your first same-sex sexual experience like?

Still a virgin, hoping a jock will take it.

 

We played around long before sharing penetration. Oral sex happened long before. It was amazing and special the first time. It was overwhelming. It didn't change my thoughts on my sexuality at all. It was special and wonderful. The feeling that my penis was inside him was heart stopping. It didn't last long the first time. Ejaculating in him was amazing. I wouldn't change my first time for anything in the world ever or ever

 

It was horrible, I cried my self to sleep many nights afterward....

 

It was amazing. No regrets to be honest. Kind of felt like everything clicked.

 

Frustrating.

My parents were blowing up my phone the whole time. "Where are you?" "Is everything okay?" "What are you doing?" "COME HOME THIS INSTANT!"

 

Oh my lord, that must be awful. Did you get caught? Or were they just constant texters?

 

What led up to it? When I was 14, I had my first girlfriend, we had almost been dating a year and it was during the summer..and we were both really innocent, but from the way things were going I wasn't shocked that it happened when it did.

what were you thinking at the time? "Oh wow..this is happening..I hope I don't mess up.."

what were you thinking afterwards? I loved it, but there was some sort of fear that our relationship would somehow change

did it confirm or put doubts on your sexuality? Confirm

and...if you went the full way then how did you know what to do?! My first "sexual" experience...we just got naked together..and she played with my boobs, but a week later we were hanging out and we ended up fingering each other...the rest is history, we just kind of figured it out

 

I was 16, we had been dating for 8 months. Her dad was in the hospital and her family went to go visit him. It was on her living room floor, she took my pants off and asked if I was okay before it started.

We'd been getting pretty physical in the weeks leading up to it so I knew it was going to happen soon. I think I was pretty prepared.

It definitely confirmed things for me. We ended up dating for about two years.

 

I've always known I was attracted to boys in some way.

But 6th grade was the first time I met another gay person who I knew was gay.

7th/8th grade was the first time was accused of being gay, mostly just too shy around girls.

9th grade was the first time I was seduced another boy Antonio the same guy from 6th grade, he was a junior. He kept rubbing my thigh, running his hand down my back or across my chest and nipple.

Do some reason I didn't tell him to stop, I didn't really like it. Eventually he asked if I wanted to meet up that's the cleaner version of it. He said it was for a friend.

That same year I had a crush on Amy who was quite obviously gay.

(Once in 7th grade I was told a girl Teresa liked me , but I was too shy to act on it. Another time two girls tried to get me and another girl Kelly together because was have so much in common. That went nowhere both being too shy.

In 12th grade Ashley came out bisexual to me and was dating Michelle who I knew but to shy to act on.
Ashley and I were in the same group in our video class, Luke this really cute emo boy was just so obsessed with the fact I played football and would grab my biceps and feel on them.

Found out after high school that Luke is gay, Ashley is lesbian, Kelly and Teresa are both lesbian.

Then there was Kaitlin who we sort of played around with each other she came out to me as bisexual, then Mallory who didn't come out until after high school.

At 18 after graduation I was home alone quite a bit and started looking at gay porn and chat rooms.

Eventually I found out my two best friends friends from middle school are both gay. Which is ironic because I started fantasizing about them both. But in 8th grade I'd always tickle them, grab their nipples as a game or try to tickle their feet.

All that and the fact that the girls I didn't like were usually bisexual or gay themselves