I felt really gay* today when....

Completely out of the blue - I must have been put on a mailing list somewhere unknowingly - I got a catalog for Rose Brand theatrical fabrics in the mail. The fact that this excited me as much as it did made me feel particularly gay. :-D

 

Today, at work.. . this lady I kinda like was talking to me and her breast kept on rubbing against me! I didn't even attempt to back up. I totally loved it! Even though it left me in a bad way!!!
I wonder if she meant for it to happen???

 

You got sexually excited by human contact. why describe it as being gay, and not just being horny?

 

I saw an attractive woman and thought about us kissing. :icon_redf She was probably in her 30's, wearing sexy business attire. She had her hair pulled up and gave me a strong lesbian vibe, especially when she smiled at me (it was almost a smirk).

 

If it was a guy, I would have been like yuck... Me likey girls. And if I didn't like girls, I would have taken two steps back. There's another girl that doesn't know about personal space... I always back off from her. Not all human contact makes me horney.

 

:newcolor: I got my hair cut short today (boy's type cut) then I went to the mall and admired a woman who looked like a model, then I saw a store with one of those shirts that said "some people are gay - get over it" and another that said "come to the gay side we have rainbows". I also got two men's flannels and a batman snap back, then I passed a street called Thorndyke. I also searched "gay" in the google toolbar and read funny coming out stories. And I'm watching gay videos and listening to gay songs. So, yeah. Today was Thursgay for me. Also now I'm on an lgbt forum typing about how gay my day was on a gay thread.ride:

 

When I accidently saw a penis on the internet....

 

Hmmm....mine's kind of boring, but when one of the ladies at work, a lesbian, brought me her marriage certificate and paperwork to add her new wife to her insurance. I was pretty excited about processing my first same sex benefits paperwork. Very proud and excited for her, and yeah, that made me feel a little gay.

 

When the new guy at work was soooo cute, and I spent the whole day crushing on him. (Also I'm pretty sure he's gay, I got a vibe immediately)

 

it's 200AM i just woke up with the thought that I have to fully embrace and accept the fact that I am gay. I guess I feel pretty gay today

 

I was talking with my 16 year old son who is having girlfriend drama. I suddenly realized that I may not actually know what I'm talking about. I said to myself, "What a minute, I'm gay, so wasn't my experience that I'm drawing upon to help my son really just from the perspective of the young gay closeted guy that I was? Whoa, made me feel totally gay.

 

When I started thinking, maybe I'm not even into girls at all....I'm confused again. Maybe I just flipped again, and it's just my alternating phases(most likely), but this time I'm REALLY considering the possibility I might just be plain gay.

 

When I bumped into the most beautiful girl again after having worked with her earlier in the day. And a tanned very toned lady made me realise how hot I find some athletic girls.

 

A friend of mine who probably was the LAST person who I thought might be gay, has come out. I can't explain how great this has made me feel. Maybe because I'd love to date him. Or maybe that we can now share something terrific: bring gay.

 

Enter today, when I was totally crushing on both girls I sit near in math class....I'm still bi, which is a relief(Not a relief that I'm not gay, that I've seemingly figured it out and ended the questioning, for now....)

 

Looking at Burning Man pictures with my husband. He quite happily pointed out all the breasts, and I happily pointed out I already noticed them.

 

I really felt gay today when I read this post

and I immediately realized that's what i feel about men. I finally understood that being gay wasn't just that I wanted sex with a guy, but it is the only way I will find true intimacy with someone else.

I made me realize not just accept but love the fact that I am gay.

 

Hahaa!

Having lunch with a new friend today, we ended up spending the day together & having dinner also. Over dinner, I was like, "she's cute, the sparkly blue in her eyes, almost silver, I love when she looks at me like that! do we have a connection here? I feel warmth from my heart to yours and ooh do you feel that magnetism? HOLD ON STOP, GAY WOMAN!"

hahaa

 

Me: "Oh, damn this guy's totally hot, I want me some of that!....wait, am I gay?"

*Later in the day.* "Damn! That girl is really hot, I want me some of that!....wait, am I straight?"

*Slaps self in face.* "You're bi, dummy."

So I feel really bi today.