I saw on here a while ago that someone made a list of all the stuff they knew about their gender so I'm going to do that (I'm a teenager and born female btw). Every so often something, like a book or a song or someone I see on the street, makes me very strongly want to be male. The rest of the time I feel relatively neutral but would certainly rather be seen as a boy than a girl. I have absolutely no issues with having a vagina though I wouldn't mind having a penis instead, and i wish my breasts were smaller but don't mind that much. I've never felt particularly upset by my body. I feel more comfortable in masculine clothing. I really really want to pass at the moment. I can spend forever watching videos where transguys talk about their transition and things like that. I sometimes think I'd like to take T but I think I simplify the process in my mind. Like, I imagine that I can go on hormones and soon I'll be passing all the time as male, and don't really think about the process of getting the hormones or anything. And when I think about the possibility of surgery I get really scared (in other words, I know I don't want surgery). I prefer they/them pronouns, have never used he/him and don't feel especially upset by she/her. I have about 10 different boys I want to be/feel like I should be, which come from movies or books and things. My sort of girlfriend/friend says she thinks of me as her boyfriend which I LOVE. I also like when people call me bro, dude etc although I guess those are pretty gender-neutral often. So...any possible ideas on what I might be? Xxx
That helps though! We're the same age and have similar sexualities too :icon_bigg Good luck to you too!
I'm guessing you're somewhere on the transmasculine spectrum. Maybe a trans dude, or nonbinary trans dude, or some other kind of nonbinary person. I guess it's possible that you're a cis nonconformist, but it seems very unlikely considering how happy you seem about the idea of being trans and transitioning.