Not going to be here for the indefinite future. I've been out for long enough, and involved with the queer community long enough, that EC isn't a place I need or can be helpful to any more. I'm off to be a radical feminazi or immoral cheating supporter or whatever elsewhere.
I would be so much happier if I could turn off that part of me that sees everything as a competition I have to win. Grrrrrr
Just started a new job and coworker is trying to get me to go to a Christmas party. I know she means well, but not happening. I never hung out with anyone from my old job and I was there over 3 years.
THIS. I have terrible issues with that, myself. Probably has something to do with my intolerance for personal failure.
I want a partner right now to hang out with. Or another friend who happens to be gay. Friends are just not doing it for me. They get in relationships and leave you behind. I'm stuck here in the closet trying to figure a way out of it while my friends talk to their girlfriends 24/7 It sucks to know you'll never be able to talk about a boy with them the same way they talk about girls. It makes me feel left out.
Which book? I'm currently, or supposed to be currently, reading 'The Running Man' and then reading 'The Long Walk' But I'm thinking I need to come out of Narnia Land soon ... the funny thing is when I was younger, I literally used to hide in the closet, I liked hiding in there when I was in trouble. So I make jokes about Narnia Land ... but sometime or another I'm going to get angry and shout it all out at a place where I can't discuss it, and that's not a position I want to be in.
Really hoping I can finally complete the massive novel I started reading some months ago, am suddenly in the mood to start Wuthering Heights...
Mother is arguing with my brother again, and he just called the entire population of the Kingdom Hall that she forces him to go to "mental". I've been saying that for years! :roflmao: I know not all religions are crazy, but the Witness religion kind of is... I'm such an ass. I should not find that funny and yet I do.
I'm questioning my sanity as I'm watching these Sans shimejis roaming around my desktop. Also I'm wishing that my boyfriend were here. I don't get to see him that often and he makes me explode with happiness. I just want cuddles, darn it. ...And I want more pizza. That too.
I'm so sorry to hear that. I'm heard some elders do the same thing, I think it's so their families don't watch them die.