I haven't been this stressed out in quite some time. My mom and brother are in Florida with my grandmother and her husband, who yesterday had surgery for an abdominal aortic aneurysm (A ballooning of the walls of the biggest artery in your body, the artery that runs down the middle of your body to your abdomen.) and now my dad's in the hospital with an abcess in his face that looks as big as a softball. So now I'm holding down the fort and having to run back and forth to the hospital with my dad's stuff and this is running me ragged. At least my boyfriend spent the night last night. ^_^
Its been over a month since I last posted. My life has not been easy. I been dating a girl for two months yay. However, my dad got diagnosed with stage iv advanced lung cancer. He has already had 4 surgeries and they still don't even know if they will even do chemo
Why is it that attractive people make me feel so ugly? I decided after a long time debating whether or not I should watch it, to watch the last season of Glee. What the hell happened. Mr. Schuester would NEVER change schools! That's not like him. What the f*ck? You seriously broke up Blaine and Kurt? Imma slap somebody! Why can't you just reunite Sam and Mercedes? Why did you just take out Marley, Unique, and all the others? Where's Mike Chang? SAM AND RACHEL? NO! WHY?! Cheezus Crust. So many things are wrong in this season. I've watched 7 episodes so far. The first 6 are a train wreck, but I enjoyed episode 7. It's the one I've seen so far that has definitely stuck to Glee's original essence. That trans choir scene was beautiful. Still, I can't believe they said season 4 and 5 were bad... this is by far the worst so far.
It's 3 am why am I not sleeping honestly I'm going to wake up at 1 pm tomorrow again. Hm maybe I'll just go finish reading that novel.
No. No he didn't. I went to a good music shop today! And holy shit... I really want a fender Jaguar (thinline if possible) now (preferabley on black with white pickguard like my strat)... They're so light and they have so much variety in tone because of humbucker coil splitting... And it has buttons! I don't even know what most of them do yet but I still want one! And Gretsch's have a much deeper tone than I excpected... I still want one though... And the shop had my favorite model of guitar ever; the Fender Telecaster Deluxe Thinline... In custom shop! Unfortunatley it was really high up on a wall so I couldn't reach it... Probably for the best though... I'd be bound to break it...
Shit. I do love him. I'm not IN LOVE with him, but I do love him. Odd how it always strikes me in two situations: when he hugs me and when he's gone. I have not deserved someone as great as my friend. He accepts me and cares for me as who I am, he doesn't care about my stupid mistakes and always concentrates on what has been going for the better. I guess I need someone like that in my life now. I just realised that I'm crying because he left. Not like :tears: but just suddenly realising"wait what? there are tears on my cheeks, odd, I must be crying then".... And it's gonna take over a week before I'll see him again. Shit.
I don't post that much on here but I'm thinking of why taly Kix Trix was banned here he seemed so nice o.o
Morals are an evil social construct that debilitate us. With that in mind, I'm gonna go kill a few people. It's ok because it's in our nature to kill stuff, and besides, morals are just a social construct. In all seriousness though, I hate how people today are destroying and demonizing morality.
Instead of giving a Europe trip scholarship to someone who can't afford to travel, my school offers scholarships to people who have gone to said Europe trips more than two times. If that's not insulting, I don't know what is.
I'm planning to come out to my family, it is scary but then I want to love someone freely without anything holding me back. I want to begin a new life without hatred, fears, pain that will keep me to be the person I want to become. If there's something I need to change in my life I want to begin it with what's the core of all these thing inside me, the reason why I am like this, the reason why I push people away even to person I love the most, the reason why I am so reserved and building walls inside. I want to be free!
people often get banned for minor violations of the contact information rule, I'm sure it's only temporary. I can't imagine talon committing a severe violation, he probably broke a rule on accident without even realizing it.