Thanks! Yeah, I'm quite relieved, as I'll stay a whole month here with them. Things would have been uncomfortable if they weren't okay with it. However, I just couldn't stand not being open about my rainbow powers. Not even for two days. Haha. I'm really lucky though.
To say something...or to hold my silence? It's boiling up inside of me. But I don't want to potentially create something negative between us. But it needs to be said before I go crazy. Argh!
So sick of people thinking that spouting empty platitudes like "open your eyes!" and "the truth is around you!" count as actual arguments.
G+'s accidental douchebaggery just sent me into depression again. You know what's happening, but when you see the names, it's just too much to take. And G+ had to sent an email to notify me of something I "might be interested in". :lol:
I feel like a kid waiting for Christmas with my FreeToM order. Yeah we placed it just a few days ago, but I got a mighty need. If the odds are in my favor, it will be here before I go to Philly maybe next month and well before the trip to Corpus. (fingers crossed)
My ex and my girlfriend are going to be flatmates next year. A part of me thinks it's hilarious. The other part of me is already cringeing at the awkwardness.
That moment when you come home with your last coolest gadget, and after unboxing, feeling like it's fucking christmas, you realize you don't have the needed batteries at home... ... And all shops are fucking closed... ... Saturday night, heh... It's nice as a decorative object too, thanks god for that...
I Just gave my mother more money. I've paid for this months meals and her gas. She'll likely never pay me back. I'm not her husband, I'm not my brother's father. It isn't my job to support them!
I can't tell if I'm paranoid and this is all in my head or what, but I swear my mom has been slightly more distant to me ever since I came out. She's probably the person I'm closest to, so I really hope I'm just imagining it. I know because she's said it before that she feels "a sense of loss" since I came out, even though I'm still the same person. I keep getting (irrational?) anxiety about it, and making much more attempts to be friendly and hang out with her than before, but I can't help but feel like unwanted company. I can't tell if it's real or just my anxiety getting the best of me.