What are you thinking?

That this day went good and God is Great. I am so happy...:icon_bigg

 

Oh wow. I couldn't attend an important meeting at work because I couldn't leave the house without locking the door and the lock was nowhere to be found. My brother had to go out today and merely minutes before me at that... I'm having such a bad day. My favorite keychain is stuck on the lock too. Where the check is it?!

 

Thinking about how gay marriages work, like how do you decide on who does the proposing. I suppose one is more like the man and the other is the woman so to speak?

 

I think it might depend on whoever wants it more, is the more dominant partner, or gets to it first. Some even propose to one another at the same time.

 

I can't wait to buy the hat I've been looking at for the last couple of days. I need a new hat that will look good on me. I'll be saying goodbye to the old gold tiger hat..

 

No, I won't give up now, thanks.

 

Thinking about trying on the name my mom would have given me if my body had matched my gender....

 

Well that troll was disappointing. Just downright boring! Most trolls are much more interesting.

 

Whenever I try to study, I can't focus due to being very tired. Time to grab some coffee lol

 

I just posted this like a week ago. She must have seen it and told production, "Just drop the damn introduction or something. Shut the queens up."

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[SOBBING]

She literally repeated the same four words for twenty seconds and I'm already drying. I might joke around about various artists on this site and argue that the latest pop song is actually an intellectual masterpiece, but dammit there is no punchline here. Florence is on another level. Who is going to replace my position on this site after this album drops? I won't have anything left to give.

 

I'm so furious right now. I need to calm down.

Ive wanted to cuss someone out all day. I guess I'm just disgusted with myself.

It all started with my nephew texting me "Gn fag" last night.
it got worst since I posted this. My brother asked me a question and I had to hold back from fucking his mother (my dads first wife)

I need to do something to get rid of this anger.

 

Local newspaper sent me a letter, thanking me for my various submitted pieces, over the past few months. But also to tell me, they aren't hiring at this moment.

Well, that's why they're going to keep receiving typed pieces from me, so that when they do have an opening, they'll know exactly who to call.

I've played this game many times before, I know how to win this. I will have that job, damn it!

LOL.

 

Personally, I believe that should be a mutual decision, where the couple sits down and takes a look at the finances and their situation in life, and asks each other, "Are we both ready to fully, 100% commit to each other?" I think it shouldn't be based solely on the emotion in the heat of the moment. But that's just me.

 

Starting to drink early today. I wish people wanted to talk to me.

 

What to do for my essay on Hawthorne.... (I'm a procrastinator)

 

And I'm sure everyone's tired of me going on and on about this but I need to vent, okay?

Pain's almost as bad as it was when I first felt it and it was supposed to be a lot better by now. I just find it really shitty that all that can be done is stuff me with pills, send me home with a 1200+ deductible, and tell me it's all normal.

God, in hind sight, i feel like I would've been better off just staying home, wearing a heating pad, and sucking down Ibuprofens.

I mean, my partner and I haven't had sex in almost a week, I can't even sit up without feeling pain, and I need to get back to work.

 

Got complimented on my hair today.
- Win.
Ps. Fugs you can message me anytime.

 

I was missus'ed by a stranger on another site.

 

I'm getting easily annoyed at work by loud talking from my coworkers. I think my lack of sleep is making me a grump today.

 

If a woman who likes younger men is a cougar, a girl who likes older men is a cheetah, and a man who likes younger women is a manther...

What is a gay guy who likes older guys?