I've been up all night trying to find some good lip synching music and I haven't found much.. I don't know what I'm going to do. I have exactly 5 days to get this down and I'm completely burned out. I want something that's going to blow people away and not something that's just mediocre and could be done better.
Oh my... I am totally sold... Found this dude from ME 4 tech demo or something... he looks hotter than Shepard.
I feel so alone right now. Feels like i don't care at this point whether or not I live another day. I hate thinking of my ex-boyfriend but it's what I did that is still haunting me. I just need a friend irl to talk about this. I can keep things to myself but I'm also human.
I dream too big. The fact I consider global domination as something I wouldn't mind doing, is all the proof one needs of that. I think this is a significant part of my issues. I set up these ridiculous goals to work towards, knowing full well -- outside of a one in a billion chance -- that these are very unlikely to acquire. However, in that constant desire to improve, I find an encouraging peace. A meaningful tranquility that, quite frankly, I have yet to find elsewhere. How... ironic... that what gives me joy is not achievement, but progression. Achievement breeds complacency, while progress births hope; at least in my experiences.
My mother is profoundly impressed that I managed to get our electrical sockets working again... by flipping a tripped switch in the RCD box. One great thing that can be said for her she doesn't set the bar too high :lol:!
I'm thinking about how much some members of EC resemble my family members. There is a couple guys who look exactly like a couple of my nephews.....it's scary. Give or take a few years though. I actually thought one of them was on EC.
I'm thinking of a lot of funny youtube video ideas except I can't put my face on the internet anymore because of perverts and the fact that my camera broke...
