What are you thinking?

I'm here, though I was supposed to be asleep an hour ago I just ended up lying here.
Do they understand what Dysphoria is?
Are you comfortable coming out at school yet, or even just to that one teacher?

 

You should really go to sleep, man. Don't let us keep you up, haha.

They probably don't. Otherwise, they wouldn't get so worked up about me not wanting to talk or be with anyone. I mean, jeez, even without dysphoria, people need their alone time.

As for school, sure. I'm comfortable. But I don't want my younger sibling to be bullied when they come here, and I don't want my parents to yell at me if something happens and I get hurt or something. My teacher hasn't said anything about LGBT+ folk either, so if I want to come out to her, it'll be taking a risk.

 

I just had blood drawn for my dermatologist. First time I've had blood drawn in a long time. I was so scared (I don't faint I just fucking hate needles). That said, I really took it well. There really was nothing to it. Just a little euphoric because it had to be fasting and I hadn't eaten all day.

Poboy and tea, here I come.

 

Feel like I should drop out, I like knowledge but suck at getting it and everything else about secondary education so it's just a waste of everything that makes me feel angry and guilty a lot... not like I had any future plans anyway you know?
basically i am a loser

 

This kimchi got obliterated BY ME. Granted, it was spicier than I imagined but BOY was it freaking good!

 

Should I tell my bi friend at school about this forum? Any rules about that?

 

Nope, no rules against that. I told one of my friends about this forum.

 

Why do developers still use SVN.

 

I've told plenty of friends about this forum. You can absolutely do that. How do you think we get more members? :lol:

 

Amused at goldenarrow's quoted text

 

OK, thanks

SIDE NOTE:​

Have you ever had that feeling where you want to sleep, know you need to sleep or you won't be ready in the morning, but cannot sleep and you have no idea why?

 

goldenarrow, I always thought of Marvin as being more clinically depressed than paranoid.

 

I want to vomit. That way my physical feelings will match my mental ones.

 

He's described as the Paranoid Android in the books, I think.

 

Class starts tomorrow. D:

 

oh god kill it.

---------- Post added 3rd Sep 2014 at 07:03 AM ----------

mmmm I love kimchi

 

I dunno, maybe I'm imagining it but I feel less supported by my family than I thought... :\

 

Quoting me automatically translates it into Klingon

---------- Post added 3rd Sep 2014 at 12:07 AM ----------

We go fishing?

 

And I hate how my other employer keeps jerking my chain with coming in. If she can't afford to pay me I wish she'd just say it. But I'm tired of making the time to come out to work for her only to find out she doesn't want me coming over.

For god sakes, you wanted me to clean your house. Let me do what you're paying me for. It takes me at least an hour to get over to your part of town and I'm dependent on that money now that I'm basically on furlough at my official job.

 

I didn't notice until I quoted and saw what font it was. When it's that small a size it doesn't have the stereotypical tacky cartoony look I associate with it