I'm sorry to hear that. I understand how it feels, as my younger sister does it a lot. It's infuriating and frustrating and, yeah, upsetting, even if it were accidents, although it hits harder when it's on purpose. (*hug*) Good luck, Hexagon. I wish you the best. (*hug*)
I'm working at 6pm up 5 hours away in Washington. After that- gonna be getting ready to head down to Sacramento. Only one week down there though and then it's back to Salem. But last few days- despite few ups and downs- been amazing. Mom's being a witch again though... :\ And she hasn't even met Nick but she's playing victim because my brother had Nick and I up at his place...which is a stone throw's from mom's.
You know, these past few days with my dad away from home, I've felt more at peace than I have in a long time. It's always this way: while he's away, and time winds down, I'm left hoping it could last a bit longer, or that more work "opportunities" came up. Yet even now, a part of me feels I should feel slightly guilty for it... Oh, and United 93 is quite a trip to watch home alone at night! It really plays on your nerves, and I didn't think I'd get any sleep at all. Watching it at the show would have been absolutely insane.
YES! Fuck yes, I'm going to germany. I thought they'd forgotten me. I'm going to germany, and protesting with greenpeace.
Today is a 'celebration' of sorts at my work. the company has been open for a lot of years now and to mark the anniversary they made everything really cheap so there will be a ton of people there. damn near every employee is working today, when usually only half are in on any given day. I wish I didn't have to go in (and I kind of didn't have to be here now, since I put in my notice a while ago...) but I said I would help, and besides my friends are going to be there tonight and it's better for me to help them even if I don't have strong feelings about the company.
I found a stash of Oberto's Teriyaki beef jerky. How did I not know that this patch of heaven existed in my house? :O
I feel like I'm about to have one of my moments, where I lose it and just get mad and sad and frustrated and burst into tears I'm so tired both physically and emotionally, I cant believe this is happening! I'm exhausted, I feel like giving up, but that's not me, I don't ever give up /.\ but I don't think I can do this anymore.
I feel like this, sometimes. But even if you feel like that now, you can do this. You can keep going. You said it yourself. Don't give up. (*hug*)
The largest mall in my state is 5 miles away, and it has 1,786,000 sq feet of retail space. The King of Prussia Mall near Philadelphia has 2,790,000 sq feet of retail space :eek:. I know where my next mini vacation's going to be, guys
That sounds great but don't do anything too reckless. ------ Nearly finished the first page of my portfolio site and I think I'm sticking with the design this time. Also I'm feeling a little down about leaving San Francisco the past Monday. I love the city and hope I can one day live there.
What are the signs of a closet case? There's this guy who constantly tells me all about his favorite transsexual porn stars, and flirts in private, but in public ignores, harasses, and accuses me of having a crush on him. I think it goes without saying that he's a bit *screw ball motion* and it's generally known that he isn't... as straight as an arrow, but seems determined to play up his masculine image with the boys. *eye roll*
Sometimes I write out posts or replies and have to delete them because I feel like I am going to upset someone or be a total outcast.
This is me about 90% of the time, haha. But trust, it will be alright if you decide to go through it. Whatever you decide to do, if it's some sort of controversial topic, I usually stay terse, vague, and factual. Don't put out your own opinions for others.
