Sometimes it can take a while, can't it. I have had two cups of coffee this morning, and I can't say that the caffeine is working particularly well. Maybe I need a third cup...
Tried eating ramen again, got sick again. :/ Need a new hyper-cheap thing to eat... maybe just stick to bananas or something?
Saturday night. No work again until Wednesday. Tonight + tommorow is going to be a relentless onslaught of partying. Current mood: fuck yes. Bring it on Glasgow!
Loving being in France, hating that Willemijn Verkaik is leaving west end's Wicked, and missing someone a lot. So many mixed up feelings.
I actually can no longer stand the majority of gay couples on Youtube. Everyone has grown so view/money obsessive that the dynamics are rarely ever realistic. Don't kiss ten times in a five minute video and tell me it's in the name of love. Those view thirsty thumbnails, routine ads, and blatant product placements insinuate otherwise. They make me sick. Sick that I haven't seized this opportunity. Sick that those checks aren't coming to this address every month. Let's be real. :rolleyes:
I hate myself. I'll never be accepted anywhere...I get crap from the Christian community and the community here. I am pissed.
Just got back from working out at the gym...there were some really hot guys in there! One of them set off my gaydar like crazy and omg dat ass!!!!
You're accepted here on EC. Unless that's what you meant by 'here'? In any case, don't hate yourself. You're right when you said you could be both Christian and gay. Don't listen to anyone who tells you otherwise. It's quite silly that one group can be so supportive in one way and so condemning in another. Please feel better. (*hug*)