What Are You Thinking?

I feel so much better today. In fact, I feel great.

 

House to myself, Tekken Tag 2, Sierra Nevada Porter, music full blast... life is good.

 

The "What Are You Thinking?" thread should just be renamed "Have a Public Conversation With Someone Else for All to See!" since that's basically what it's become as of recent. :lol:

I have sadly neglected Tag 2 for Mortal Kombat 9 in recent weeks. :/

 

Huh, really? In all papers I've had to write, for the most part, It was 1.5 margins and double spacing. If you didn't do that, you'd get points taken off because it wasn't MLA formatting.

 

Bought myself a nice dress shirt, sweater vest and a tie when I was out. I'm kind of proud of myself for not having a panic in public, especially interacting with the person at the register. Four for me!

 

Once again I'm reminded that I cannot wait to be living on my own, no matter how terrifying that'll be, if only so I can have some (hopefully) guaranteed peace and quiet. x_____x

 

Finished my French final an hour early and now to figure out how to waste time before my 4:00 writing final...

 

I'm over looking after my mother, she doesn't think about all the things that I have to do on a daily basis

 

I decided to go walking in hills/slightly mountainous areas this summer. I'll take a tent, bed mat, gas fire and some canned food, and stay out a while, maybe a week or two if it goes well. I'll take writing material, and hopefully get a lot of writing done. Its something I've wanted to do a while. My parents want me to go with someone else, for safety reasons, but I don't want to. I find it hard to put into words, and if I'm being honest, I wouldn't tell them why anyway, but I have my reasons. I find something deeply spiritual about that kind of journey, spiritual in a personal (and non-supernatural) way, and someone else being there would ruin the whole thing.

I am quite excited about this.


EDIT: Does anyone know of a recharger for iphone? One that uses standard batteries so I can refill easily.

 

My bottom dysphoria is bad today. I really want to pack but I fear that people might notice and ask questions. Looks like I'll just have to deal with it. :[

 

Don't you dare die. Don't. You. Dare. (Well, at least until you make my wolf tail.)

Yes, I'm a furry. Mom probably won't let me wear the tail my friend is making me for Christmas 'cause she hates the Furry Fandom... o.o

 

Why, why do I have to go to such lengths just to listen to pandora?

 

It's a fucking miracle! As it stands now, I have a C in a class I thought I was going to have to retake. Depending on how I did on the final, I may have saved my own ass.

 

I love myself soooooo MUUUUCH.

 

Yeah, see... It's like "Gee, I can either go without and feel inadequate or I can spend the next 12 hours with a perpetual boner that can slide down my pants legs at the most inopportune times." I've never packed, least not publically, but have a feeling I'd be seeing a packer on the floor of a bus and awkward questions to answer.

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Wish bus passes were cheaper and/or had a fucking job.

 

Just had to submit my senior memories and picture for the yearbook... this is very bittersweet. I don't want to grow up!!!

 

I just had the weirdest dream where I was a dog XD

 

I hate myself! I promised myself I would talk to him today, not much just "hello" but apperently even that is too hard for a fucking moron like me! I just want him to acknowledge me. It's like I don't even exist. Perhaps it would be better if I didn't.

 

I'm so hungry... I want my friend here, but she's busy...

 

I f*ckin hate people...except the forum members here lol.