So basically as stated in the title. today i came out...this is my first coming out story thing and a couple of months ago i never would have thought i would do this i was kind of just like..noo..i shall never tell anyone...but anyway..i don't really have anyone to tell so you guys get a detailed description of me coming out to 3 of my closest friends so basically, we had a sleepover last night, and we were sitting up in my friend's backyard all night, it was about 4:30am and for the last hour i had been feeling like sick in the stomach and i was starting to shake and i was like 'oh my gosh just tell them!' and i like couldn't say it and was thinking 'its never going to happen'. And we were listening to music so every time a song was playing i was like 'so after this song im just going to tell them!' this went on for about 20 songs....then i kinda started going insane..and i was like 'you have to do it' then i was rolling around on the ground and kind of like nervous laughing..and my friends just like ookkaayyy...and then i was suddenly just like (note: this was halfway through a song! :O ) "can i tell you guys something?!" and they didn't really think much of they were just like.."yeah...okaayyy"...and then i was like full breathing heavily and feeling all weird...and i was trying to be really serious and i was saying "oh my god, i feel like im not being serious enough right now" (im a very sarcastic non-serious sort of person) and they were like "umm okay"...so i just turned to them and i was like "I'm bisexual!"...............then there was silence.....i could just see them staring at me through the dark....i felt like i had just blacked out and woken up from a dream....and they were just looking at me...and i was like..."hah...yeaahhhh".........and well lets just say Friend A - is also bisexual and out Friend B -my closest friend Friend C - was asleep when i said this so basically...friend B was like "are you serious?" and i was just like "umm yeahhh..." and they were just like "wow...this is unexpected ...okay then..thats cool...wow....alright..." and then friend A was just like "welcome to the club of bi people" (because we also have another bi friend) and i was just like "yeah .,.aha" *nervous laugh*...and then i was sort of rolling on the floor laughing kind of happy to have it off my chest...and then friend A was like "ill be back in a second..i just need a minute" then she went inside...and i have no idea...what that even..why she did that... so then there was just me and friend B and C left outside...and i was like "is friend C asleep?" and friend B was like "umm yeah" so then we woke her up..and she was like "what? whats going on" and friend B was like "she needs to say something...its important" and friend C was like kinda outta it and wasn't really bothered and then friend B was like "no this is important...its.....new" and then i was like laughing nervously and i was like oh my god i have to say it again! and then friend B was like "spit it out!" and then i said once again "I'm Bisexual" and she responses "oh, that is new." and then went back to sleep a few minutes later...which friend B and i were kinda laughing about..anyway it was funny...so then friend B said 'im gonna go inside and check on Friend A" and then they didn't come back outside for like 15 minutes so i have no idea what went on.... so basically they were cool with it..they kinda asked me how i knew i was i just like 'i dunno it was kinda just like a gradual realization thing..." and were talked about it a bit and then everything was just kinda normal again..i think.... anyway so now all i have to do is tell all my other friends and every one else i know..yay...im not sure how i feel right now..its kinda like wow i actually did that...oh this is um....relieving? yeah so i didn't mean for this to end up so long but it did..hope you enjoyed my story feel free to share your story or give your thoughts on mine..or why you think friend A walked away.... :bang:
yeah that the problem...i recently had a conversation with friend A...and im really starting to think she is 'into me' which i really dont want to happen..because i dont like her like that...and i dont think i can or should....and she is the kind of person who will tell me that she likes me...and i then i will be all awkward and ahhhh ---------- Post added 6th Oct 2013 at 07:47 PM ---------- but i asked both friend A and B and they both said that they juts went inside to get a blanket because they were cold but they couldnt find one so they drank hot chocolate..which is why they took so long...