Great. I've gone for a few weeks not even thinking about what's.. down there until my little sister came with in a few centimeters of kicking me there. I love her to death, but why would she do that? T.T
Keep feeling I'm not trans* enough, that I'm being stupid, I'm making a mistake, I'll never be a man and I'm just deluded and sick.
Why do people take cute things and make them dark or disgusting or both? I don't mind an occasional innuendo, but for the love of God why is EVERYTHING sexualized or made into some kind of evil spin-off. It's kind of sickening.
I feel absolutely lethargic today and I can't even force myself to bother getting out of bed. But I have to go to school, followed by a lovely 6 hour shift at work starting at 5:30 all the way until 11:30, and taking a tram home, arriving home at midnight, followed by 4 hours of sleep which will likely turn into 3 or 2 depending on if I have an abundance of homework or if stress keeps me awake again. Absolutely wonderful.
I can't tell. Is this sad/obsessional? I was writing a book. A hover board was involved. In order to properly describe the events, I designed the hover board (well, the shell anyway. I think the science would be beyond me), calculated its mass based on the density of the materials used, gave it a maximum velocity and acceleration, calculated how far the characters travelled in 30 seconds, and used trigonometry based on a max angle of ascent to figure out how high they went. Describing it, I'm leaning towards thinking it is sad and obsessional.
I feel ya. I ate once a day for a week whilst on my choir trip. My stomach was growling and I ignored it. It got so bad that I just simply did not have enough energy and did not want to get up the next day.
Actually considering you're writing a book it'd be pretty hard for people to poke holes in your math and logic (ignoring the futuristic, sci-fi themes). I think it's just good writing.
Blergh. These pills have elevated my mood so much, I've felt (at least) okay all week for the first time in 2013. But they still aren't fixing the other bullshit symptoms, I'm still unmotivated, unable to concentrate, droopy, and generally getting fed up. Why will this depression not just :***: off back where it came from?
Depression sucks. I'm having the opposite problem with my new meds -- I'm motivated, have plenty of energy, and can concentrate, but it hasn't done a thing for my mood.
I'm probably one of the few people on this earth that would slam the door in a child's face. But in my defense, they shouldn't have called me fat, especially since I am quite the opposite. And secondly, they shouldn't have bbeen sitting/playing right in front of someone's door. In other news, I'm still feeling depressed and hurt, but it isn't that crushing, suicidal depression I was dealing with last year and the year before, so that's good at least.
True. I doubt I gave the reader enough information to actually calculate everything I did. I wonder if other writers do that.
I am back home, family reunion and my second cousin's 1st birthday party was great! My cousin is the best for letting me sleep in her tent. <3 I had so much fun. :'3
if it makes you feel better, I don't worry about 'how' things work, at least in Sci-Fi. It's fiction anything is possible. Though the effort you put into it is amazing!
