my ex always came to me when i felt i was going to break down.....like when she didn't respond for a month and i was at my breaking point , the next morning i got that email from her.....she apparently accidently sent it...but i know she did it on purpose. i remember when i was crying my eyes out....she was online and we talked.... every single time , i needed her most when i thought she wasn't around or wasn't around....she'd be there....and it was so weird.....just perfect timing she came in anyone else have this happen?
Yes. The girl I loved was the first person I felt comfortable enough sharing my sexual abuse history with. I turned to her for everything I needed... she was always willing to lend an ear or a shoulder to cry on. When I found myself missing her, she would contact me in some way it seemed. Now... nothing. I fight my battles alone, I don't reply to her and she stops writing me like she used to. (Usually I wrote to her first but not always) It's kind of a lonely feeling, isn't it?
i know a song that would describe scarlett's thoughts Of Monsters and Men Love Love Love Lyrics - YouTube
she said "If I admit I like you, one of us will get hurt, I can feel it. And I can't hurt you again, I won't let myself. You deserve so much more than I could ever give you, so, yeah maybe you hurt now, but you'll get over it and move on and be happy. That's what you deserve. Me? I don't care about me. I'm wanting to let you go because that's what you need and should get. I shouldn't get what I want." so basically she's saying ....if i say i like you...i'll be lying and i cant do that again... she just didnt want to tell me.
