Everybody I know doesn't know about my being transgender, and I decided to that I should tell my boyfriend first. For the longest time I just thought that he was gay, but I told him I was almost crying, and he was like "You do know I like girls too, right?" Ha ha, i just thought I would share this with you guys
nobody reply yet? why not? ok, i will...i am jealous! to have someone who loves you... and when you spill to him your deepest darkest secrets... they don't dump you, they love you! I just feel all the more lonely. I doubt I will ever transition. I bet I will backslide again. I am happy in all male clothing but all it will take is one person i know to reject or lecture me and back i go...i just know. No matter what anybody here can say, I think you are lucky tonight, and I think the odds of that happening to me are pretty slim. So i will live in your joy. be very happy and have good days ahead.
My perfect boyfriend and I are just like this, except he is currently in the hospital with a bad case of nonexistence! You're so lucky yours doesn't have the crippling disorder. I'm happy for you!
Wow, it's so reassuring to hear others are having the same problem I am! Nonexistence seems to be endemic in perfect-boyfriend-land. Except for yours, apparently.
