[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGhTr8lDCV0[/YOUTUBE] I've listened to this song about a half-dozen times in the last few hours. It's still not getting old. xD
I'm moving out this coming Friday and moving somewhere 3 hrs away from my home. I'm pretty nervous/depressed/excited/anxious/etc. I don't exactly know what I'm feeling or thinking at the moment. :\
I wake up every morning feeling like crap. As the day goes on I get better, but I hate opening my eyes every morning and wishing it would all just go away. I'm thinking I need medication.
I got back home from my music course two days ago. I'm tired and jet lagged. I can't sleep in my own bed because I gave up my room to some relatives who came to visit. 2 days after getting back home I am carted off on holiday again to an island which would be great, except we had to get up at 6 in the fucking morning to get here. Because of the jet lag I only got one fucking hour of sleep last night and I am so damn tired. I just want to go to bed.
That I really, REALLY need to get sleep if I'm going to wake up at an obscene time tomorrow morning like I'm supposed to. Gaaaah. -.-
I know you'll never think of me in your fantasies but I can't help having you in mine. Sigh... Screw teenage hormones and crushes on people who can't reciprocate.
I finally figured myself out and if the world has a problem with it i will kick it in the teeth hard. Im gay, deal with it. im srry but im feeling kinda in your face about it
I'm going to a 20s-themed birthday party this weekend. My mother actually suggested that I wear a suit and go as a gangster. Given how she's generally been staunchly against me dressing masculinely, this is an excellent development. (My great-grandmother used to wear suits because she liked it, and hang with a gangster-ish crowd, back in the 20s. I shall dress up as her.)