Well, decided not to. I need to keep talking to him for a bit longer before feeling comfortable meeting with him. This is just too soon. Although while talking with him, I have a good feeling.
Had a meeting at work today...I never noticed that my manager has one of the most beautiful pair of eyes I've ever seen...:icon_redf
I swear I met my ideal guy in my dreams last night and I was so disappointed when I woke up and realized he's not real.
Such. A. Depressing. Day. I'm kinda glad my groupmate couldn't work on our group project today. I just wouldn't be able to focus on anything. x_x
OMG! RIGHT?! I was melting here in GA. I might have to start stripping my clothes off at work if its going to keep getting hotter and hotter! (I work in a metal non-insulated warehouse without A/C...it has a few industrial fans at our doorways to the outside though for some air) HAHAHAHA!
Today: I painted shit. Tomorrow: I have no idea what I'm doing. WHY CAN'T LONG WEEKENDS BE LONGER? T_T
I only came back this summer because I was guaranteed a raise, I only make $9.15 an hour but it still pays way better than anywhere else in town. I put an application in to work as office staff at my university. If I get in it will be a $2.00 cut in pay and half the hours but I'm willing to take that hit to leave this place for forever. Plus...I get special treatment at the factory that I work at right now since my entire family composes like 95% of the office and supervisor staff, but still, it's pure hell.
"As I hear your voice, it sets my heart on fire. That with all the noise, it sets my heart on fire. And I can't stop the reels from tuning. I can't stop the tape machine. As I hear your voice it sets my heart on fire" -Blue Cassette - Friendly Fires.
I Can't do it anymore; I can't force myself to care about my last 10 days of high school ever. I'm college bound and I'm not looking back!