What Are You Thinking?

My fourteen year old sister has entered the phase where she wants to sneak off and watch R rated movies with her friends and cuddle with her boyfriend and wear more makeup than she's allowed. She's doing the exact same thing I did when I was her age - lying constantly. The difference is, I was good at it.

 

wish I was still doing this
:sleep:

 

I'm torn. On the one hand, I'd love to visit my aunt for the weekend. On the other hand, I know that if I go, I won't be able to study much for exams. BUT, and here's where the true problem lies, my dad would be home all weekend and (long story short) he pisses me off. A lot. Grr, I hate decisions like these. >_<

 

It's really conceited of me to go through my own blog, but really, when I do it all I can think is, "quality...quality...hahaha I am so funny..quality--EW ANGSTY DELETE DELETE!" It's mostly a photoblog and text posts so when a text post is bad, it makes the entire page look disgusting. But if a video or song is on, it could be a piece of shit and I still love it.

 

I could handle being lonely with the job I have, but I can't handle not feeling as if I'm part of the team or well liked with the company I am part of, that is the hard part to deal with.

 

I'm getting rather annoyed and depressed with this condition. Despite anything I attempt, I can't seem to grasp control of my life.

 

WHY MUST CONCERT TICKETS BE SO EXPENSIVE??!!?!?!? *wants to see Kylie*

 

You HAVE to go!!!!

 

Or so you think. In about 10 years you parents will mention that time you snuck off to do something and you thought they didn't know about.

 

I was followed once. I just wish they had stayed a little longer. It would have probably stopped me from crossing the border into Germany. Oh to be back in Denmark.

 

"We've had these tickets for months! You love Ladysmith Black Mambazo!"

For some reason...this is my favorite line in that entire movie...and I have NO idea why because it's full of so many epic lines.

Also...can't wait to get baked soon!

 

Thanks for the response and hug. (*hug*)

Well I have seen a doctor about the condition (and it is a physical one, not mental). My doctor referred me to a medical financial aid program. However, I got a letter a yesterday or day before tell me that I'm denied due to the high household income (we have a lot to PAY too, though).

So I'm unsure how I'll pay for an examination and quite possibly surgery. On Monday I'm contacting the local health department to see if they have ANY idea/suggestion. Surely someone there will know something.

I'm trying to push forward, though. The main reason I have not given up already is because this Summer I will likely be re-attending school. I filled out the 2010-2011 FAFSA and qualified. The really sad thing: I am eligible for student financial aid, but cannot get MEDICAL aid for a condition that is rather severe at this point. >_>

 

Oh man.

Oh oh man.

I want an eyebrow piercing. Just something little and sparkly and cute, on one side.

I have at least seven weeks to decide if I 100% want it, until after observations are done.

But I'm pretty sure I do. :3

 

Christina Aguilera = Amazingnesss

 

Every month I check Netflix, hoping so much that they'll have Mean Girls for instant streaming so I can watch it over, and over, and over again.

"I can't help it if I have a heavy flow and a wide set vagina"

^easily my favorite line in the whole movie :roflmao:
GAH I wanna watch it!!!

 

My cat just rolled off the bed he was lying on. He's now doing that "I totally meant to do that and by the way it never happened and you never saw anything" cat thing.

 

I'm so happy tonight! ^_^

 

Given a choice between never having sex again and never hearing Amanda Palmer again, I'm pretty sure I'd give up sex. <3<3<3<3