What Are You Thinking?

Someday I might be able to make myself attractive. I'll just change my appearance after I move out. I don't care how pathetic it sounds.

 

I was feeling sad, then I watched that, and now I'm smiling. :3

I wish I had a puppy.

 

I dislike how everytime I get a little nervous, I get nearly unbearable stomach cramps. It's even worse since most the time it is in public. UGH.

:|

I look like I am high when I have a spazz attack in public. -_- It happens every day before school. Goes away when first period starts.

 

Is there anything I love more than a song with lyrics so blatantly written while the artist was tripping on LSD? I don't think so. xD

This post brought to you courtesy of this song: Talula

 

I didn't make it to the next round of interviews for the job I interviewed for yesterday.
This sucks. I REALLY need a job.

 

Oh. Anxiety again. Fabuloso. The hell does this come from? I don't feel like I'm anxious ABOUT anything. I'm just... alone and anxious. I thought moving out and feeling like less of a basement dweller would fix that, agh.

I feel like it'd be a lot easier if I had a dog or something. My stress level is so much lower with a doggy in the house. I wish the apartment allowed them. =(

 

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What a beautiful night. Perfect football weather. And a great 27-10 win! All around a good night.

Except for the religious protesters outside the stadium before the game, telling us we were all going to hell unless we repented and started going to church. And that we were going to hell for going to a football game. Seriously?

 

My friend, Christoph, and I were supposed to go out to dinner after he got out of class today, he was going to call me when he was done. I never heard from him.

I was supposed to go to the bars down town with some girls that are in all my classes, that never happened either.

And, as I posed a few posts back, I got turned down for a job I interviewed for.

Needless to say I'm rather bummed.

 

I did the lights & sounds for my school for 3 years (& I'm still going to help out a bit this year even though I'm done with High School). This year we did Annie Get Your Gun & we ran into a problem with the gunshots. First the sound effect wouldn't go so I panicked & pushed it a bunch more resulting it to sound like a machine gun. My nerves were then shot, but it got worse. We thought we fixed it & then the next time we needed it worked on que, but it caused a massive amount of feedback. I was losing it at this point, the directors were freaking. Then we sorted it out & it worked the rest of the night thank god. It took the entire first act for me to stop shaking.

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It's little Ronnie Howard!!

 

Today in my school's GSA, I had half the group there tell me how wonderful their mothers think I am. Surprisingly that's not the first time that kind of thing has happened. Middle aged women love me.

 

I'm seeing my childhood best friend for the first time in about a year and a half tonight

 

I don't think I remember how to sleep.

 

AWWWWWW! THAT'S SO CUTE!

I'm such a stickler for cute animals. There were cygnets on the lake which we were running around for House Cross Country. I acted like you would expect a two year old to in that situation. I even have this app on my iPhone which is entirely pictures of cute animals.

 

GLEE!

The excitement is overwhelming.

 

It's nice to sleep in.

But AUGH my ribs hurt. <_<