Hey there. I was told this was the correct section to post to. I am 32, married, second kid on the way. All of my fantasies involve being with with guy. My favorite part in porn is the beginning of a BJ. Since I was in college I have always wondered what that is like. The end of the scenes are also beautiful to me. My problem is am I really gay or is this just a phase in my head. I would hate to do something just because the grass is greener on the other side. Any advice?