I found out by checking her Facebook page. There are so many things I never got to tell her,I don’t the how she died and or what happened, I don’t thinks it’s appropriate to ask or even show up at the funeral. I had plans to tell her how I felt knowing I would likely get rejected because I wanted her to hear it from me. I wanTed to go to job and say hi her but I listened to lies of friends and therapist, They scared me out of talking to her. she inspired me to do so much with my life, she helped me find my passion finance and taught me that nothing permanent in life. Like if get a job in customer service I don’t have to work there forever. That I’m not doomed to a lifetime of working low pay jobs. I can’t believe she is gone I wish this would be a bad dream I would wake up from.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I don't think it would be wrong for you to go, not when you were friends. If anything, I'm sure her family and other friends would be touched to see someone there whom she had such an impact on.
