I woke up this morning having a dream fixated on penises. In the dream that was all I wanted even though I had never tried one. Is this weird?
Not at all. My subconscious mind was trying to tell me I was gay long before my conscious mind was and as you're bisexual, it would stand to reason that you'd dream about them from time to time.
No, not at all. Dreams are often just the subconscious mind's way of trying to make sense of things, or exploring things that in our conscious state, we often inhibit out of shame, guilt, or what-have-you. Before officially coming out, I found myself having many dreams about sexual encounters with other women; perhaps because you haven't had one, you're subconscious is exploring what it might be like to share an experience with another guy.
I feel so relieved. Thank you both. I feel if I tried it the worst I find is I don't like it. I can now say happily that I am bisexual but not crazy.