I'm making this thread as part of a way to cope with this. The events were not logical, not rational, I did not behave reasonably, nor was I treated reasonably, and when reason came back to me it was too late. At the root, I argued with someone I had forgotten was a manager. I yelled at him, actually, in front of everyone. I know, great way to get fired, right? I'd say I wasn't in my right mind, but you could probably guess that. The nuts and bolts of the hows and whys are numerous and I don't have the facility right now to list them all. I do know what I did was wrong, and I was prepared to tender apology and attempt redemption, yet that is irrelevant to the reality. So is the fact that it feels unfair, but I understand it in many ways. I may, possibly, have a job with the other restaurant I was working for, but it's owned by the same people. I may also have an in at another place in town, down the road from where I used to work, but that offer was made some time ago. Truthfully, this couldn't have happened at a worse time. I just got my car, but it still needs work and I still owe on repairs, I haven't paid for this upcoming week of my hotel room - which is the only way I, as a homeless person, stay off the streets - and I don't have any more money or much food. I don't have the energy for much today. I got blind stinking last night, for obvious reasons, and I'm hungover and too wired to get any more sleep. I'm starving, too, but that's something I've kind of gotten used to. I'm fat anyway, so it's not like I'm about to starve to death anytime soon. Tomorrow, I have to find a job. In this regard, fortune favors me; there are many fast food places nearby, some recently opened, all looking for help. There are also a few large stores adjacent. I can't do a clean drop, but one of them won't care. I could use any comfort or advice you might have. I really am at a loss right now, beyond what I've said. I feel the full spectrum of negativity; fear, anger, sorrow, each nearest to their greatest extremes as I can stomach and some past. Either way, thank you for listening. It helps to know there are others out there who believe in and support me, and I'm grateful to be part of this community every day. If nothing else, wish me luck.