Im super confused

Hi noval

And what about porn? Should i quit it too?

I know that porn doesnt mean our sexuality and im not aroused with gay porn or nothing like that(unles transwoman porn, but whatever this dont affect my life at all)

But even if porn doesnt say nothing about our sexuality, only when i watch straight porn(why im saying only? Bc i already tried watching gay or solo male porn) when i noticr the dick in str8 porn i got this weird as hell feeling that my dicks starts to tense so much and i dont know the reason, it tenses up like so much qhule im getting aroused by the porn/girl itself, and only when watching str8 porn, gay porn or even transwoman porn that i watch sometimes i dont get this feeling.

Soits so weird bc i know im not attracted to dicks, but this feeling is so weird that gaves me a good anxiety i feel kinda nervous and anxious.

So should i quit porn too? I know im addicted to it so i dont think itll be easy but yeah

What do you guys think?

 

Hi mike and noval.

Tbh i dont have a clear answer to that.

I started masturbating when i was 12 and since that i never stopped.

Ive always found really awesome to masturbate to porn and all, but i sire used my imagination more until like 2 years ago, when the obsession came.

Actually everything that im going through with porn came after my obsessions, like watching studd that i thought i didnt like it but gave arousal(like transwoman porn, pegging, femdom rape sometimes, those kinda fucked up themes)

And i didnt know if its bc of my use of porn or just bc i like it

But yeah i started masturbate much more after the obsession, like 7 times per day so im sure im addicted and i dont think i can spend a day without it

One thing that i know for sure is that this weird feeling that i have when watching str8 porn makes me anxious and impact my life and i start to have some obsession bc of that

I really try to say to myself that is nothing but i cant continue until the feeling is gone

Like im cool watching some porn, i start getting aroused by the girl or the scene in general, and then i notice the dick or the guy, and while im getting aroused i have this weird feeling that literally tenses my dick up and like i cant move its so fckin weird omg, bedore my obsession i neither notice the guy/dick or had this feeling, its all new.

So yeah it kinda hard sometimes tbh so i think i must stop

I just wanted to know about this feeling bc sometimes happens and sometimes dont.

And o never had a relationship, i sure crushed a lot of girls and fell for them but i never interacted romanticaly with any so i dont know how porn affects me in this subject.

But ill try to avoid it sometimes, tnx for the tips

 

Oh and i didnt mention something.

What changed to with my obsession is i obsess over where im looking in porn, i know theres a lot of things to look and ppl are different, but i look at both womans face/body and the dick, like when the guy is having sex i look to whats going on there, dick/vagina, when im seeing titsjob which i love tbh i look at the dick in the middle of the tits too.

So the fact that i look to the dick in this moments made me very anxious about my sexuality, i started to think that i was gay bc of that.

Not so much anymore but i do have some obsessive thoughts about this sometimes.

I just wanted to add this

Where do you look in porn?

 

Yeah i got that too after my obsession i escalated a lot too.

So do you think all this is due to my obsession?

Like the fact that i kinda find a dick in a girl(transwoman) hot isnt something that i like normally?

Bc i dont know i kind find disgusting thinking about dicks or fantasize doing everything with a dick

It doesnt arouse me

But when the dick is in a woman, i find extremely hot tbh, like i look at her dick and i get aroused

Is this some normal thing that i have, like bc im not 100% str8 or smt.

Or is it bc od my obsession, its not that i dont like getting aroused with this, is just that ill not persue this in real life bc i dont like it i think

But seeing in porn or in hentai her dicks makes me arousal

What do tou think?

 

Hi tnx for the advice really

So ill propably try to avoid a little bit of porn bc of this obsession, but i know is hard to be without porn once your addicted

And ill try to start fantasizing more when masturbating

And i hope this meds helps and i really hope ill be good until i dont know next year?

I see that a lot of ppl here struggle with different things and i hope you find peace withing you too

Until now im really really atracted to girls, and i didnt have a attraction to men

But well see when my obsession goes away

I hope it goes away soon, i just want to be happy and i dont know, find a girlfriend maybe

And just enjoy my life

Im still not sure how id be able to face this obsession tbh

Im nit thinking about anything and just letting the thoughts flow

But im kind scared too, what if it never goes away, what if id have to deal with this my enrire life omg i dont want that

But im confident about myself

Tnx to everyone, if something happens ill come back here again, if not happy christmas yall

 

Hi ppl

I know i said that i wouldnt return but here i am lol

So i was thinking about it bc i remebered somenthing

Twice in my life after the obsession i tried to test myself w masturbation and men and i get a "erection"

The first was a shirtless guy and i was freaking out but i tried and i got an erection

And the other was when i test with fantasie about a guy giving me a bj and i kind get a semi or less than that

The point is, i didnt feel pleasure, it was like i was masturbating to the wind and got erection, im sure if i do this now i wont be able to even get an erection, but the time when i did, i didnt feel nothing, maybe just some groinals while i was masturbating, but i didnt feel nothing, its really differente then when i masturbate about woman that i have the feeling that makes me feel good and all of that stuff

And tbh i was to nervous and anxious once i was testing myself hehe, i tried this after too but i penis didnt even move

But the point is, i see some ppl saying that anxiety can cause arousal or erections, is this true? Like i know a lot of ppl talk about groinal responses too, which for some reason i do feel a lot now, and they say it came bc of the anxiety and stuff, but can anxiety to this to your body? I was really wondering tbh...

 

Hi again

I know its again that im here and i know some of you will be mad but i really need answer to something

Sorry chips, noval, mike for writing about the same thing after you guys give me such good tips is just something that is killing me

Ill be 100% straight.

I became obsessed over the thought that i could be gay while i look at the dick in str8 porn

Why that? I really grt aroused seeing a dick getring squeezed by some tits and some really pretty ass, and i really love to see the dick of the pornstar going in and out in her vagina, and almost all mu fantasies are scenes that i remebered of porn i watched, and always involve this, one girl and one dick

I get aroused and excited seeing a vagina too ngl, i really love seeing one, and seeing women naked i love so much.

But what really arouses me is this, a girl doing something with a dick

And i got so obsessive over this that i cant sleep ngl, i saw someone here saying that some gay ppl dont like gay porn but look at the man in porn

So am i gay if i masturbate over this? Like, looking at the dick in tirsjob, assjob or just sex? It sounds really stupid to me but i got so obsessed about this that its making me punch my face.

So please sorry for bothering you guys again, im really sorry and i know i sound stupid, but am i straight if i do that, bc to me im but my head keeps obsessing over the fact that im gay since im looking at the dick

Im so saaaaaad ):

 

I know buddy and im sorry

Its just that i cant afford any therapist now and i wont see my psychiatris until next year

And im fueled with anxiety w this i didnt stop thinking about it the whole

The fact that in porn i look to the dick going in and out of the vagina or beeing squeezed by some tits or whatever and get aroused gives me anxirty now, ngl ive always looked at this is porn since i started, i look at the girl, her body and whats happening down there.

And it doesnt make sense to me that this could make me gay since i cant get aroused thinking about dicks

But i get this thoughts that im sure gay and straight ppl dont do that, i dont want to be afraid of that but i am

Sorry ):

 

Hi rd spencer

My anxiety is killing me you know, and i know this stuff that i watch is for straight men but i just let my thoughts be louder than my real opinion of things

Other thing is the fact that i kinda get aroused with tranwoman dicks in porn, when i look at her dicks its kind arousing, but the fact that this give me arousal doenst bother me as much and i dont know why

I dont know if its like a fetish? Bc i saw a lot of ppl saying that men can have kind of a fetish in dicks in womans or its something else, like bissexuality, but unless it is in porn i dont find arousing

But the point is why my head is killing me w these thoughts like that

And yeah i have some hobbies like music and im watching a lot of anime at the moment too

And i hang out w my friends on the internet, in those moments i dont worry too much

 

Yeah i think i have addiction to porn and i think its giving some problems in real life.

After my obsession started i only crushed real bad one girl, but now im thibking about i dont know if i really crushed her or not

After my obsessions about this friend i kind enter in a place where my head gives me the feeling that i was liying to myself all the time

But i know i liked them and i know i like girls, but how can i be so sure?

And the feelings with girls is very very amazing i love to fantasize about them, or talk to them, look to them, today i went to the shopping and there was this girls where i was kind of flirting and when we look at each others eyes i felt incredible, like my heart race a bit, it was a good nervous feeling and i couldnt take my eyes off of her

But then after that is like my head is continuing forcing me to accept that i dont like girls and i like my friend and i enter in this hole point of

How to know if im attracted to someone or how do i know i like someone

And i cant get out, even though i get aroused with girls and feel good w them, and dont feel this w guys

And i think its bc of porn a little too

Dont know

So yeah how would i be able to know if i really crush girls omg?

And for the question, even my president dont give the worry that covid deserves so ppl around here dont see as a threat so we have a lot of problems with covid here

So i dont think i can do this to often, hang out w my friends, but i really want to hang out w this girl that actually asked me on a date and omg i never felt so live in i dont know 4 years, it felt incredible, but yeah i want to hang out w her so bad but i dont know if would be able to ):

 

Omg im hating my head now

I know porn doesnt indicate sexuality at all but the fact that i freeze seeing just a penis in porn is making me kind bad

Like i get this weird feeling when i masturbate and suddenly a dick appears but the fact that i dont go flaccid and instead have this weird feeling like a tingling or jumping in my dick is so not cool

I think i should quit porn but i cant bc im addicted

I dont get aroused w dicks in images, fantasiez or even in porn i just have this fcking feeling

): ):

Btw marry christimas yall