So I'm new to this site but it looks pretty awesome! Anyhoo, I'm a high school girl and have absolutely no idea what sexual orientation I am. I know people say that you should just do whatever when you like someone, but I'm really confused and am feeling kind of lonely so here goes: Up until 7th grade I though I was straight (I had a BUNCH of crushes on boys) but then I dated his guy who I really liked, and I started freaking out when we went out. I had this feeling of being trapped and had a knot in my stomach for both weeks we went out (lol) even though I avoided him extremely well. And so I broke up with him but I felt bad about it. So then I told myself, "I must be a lesbian." That took a little while to settle in, but I finally sort of got to the point where I was excited about it. I sort of like the idea of being with girls. But then I sort of remembered that I had never actually had a crush on a girl before even though I've checked a few out. Two of my friends recently came out, and that sort of made me feel like I'm not gay because they're both sort of butch and they both have crushes on other girls...But now I'm asking myself if I am or not...and I kind of want to be gay or bi but I have a feeling I'm not... Any ideas on what to do? I'm attracted to both guys and girls (i think?) but I've never had a crush on a girl and I haven't had a real crush on a boy since 7th grade bf, but I think about boys a lot. I'm sort of afraid to go out with a boy again because I don't want to hurt him if I get that awful feeling back. Thank you for listening to me rant!