I totally understand what you’re saying. Admittedly, I much prefer men romantically as well. I’m not sure if it’s like, internalized sexism (the relationship dynamics with women usually make me feel obligated to do things for them, read their minds, play games etc. - things people make stereotypes about, but maybe it’s just my own experiences and I haven’t met the right girl) or if I just straight up don’t like women romantically. Either way, guys just feel much easier to be with to me. However attraction wise, I experience the “Bi-cycle” where sometimes I get that natural electric feeling from men and sometimes from women. It’s a pain as they are never concurrent - I’ve had to fantasize about women while with men and men while with women before. In my case I choose to identify as bisexual homoromantic these days, or just gay if I don’t want to have a long detailed conversation with certain people. It kind of took me dipping my toes into men for awhile though for me to realize how much I liked women. Luckily my first guy was super chill.