Yes you’re right. I need to do something i will try again to stop Masturbation for a long time and see if my arousal for men is going to increase...
So lately i noticed something, whenever i end up testing, which is a lot less these past few days, i do feel sometimes like im forcing myself to...
Hey man, glad to know your’re better! i dont think it means that much you know, its so obsessive that its getting intrusive in your head, i can...
Thank you so much, i did peep this book and read it, not completely yet. i think i should find a way to stop even thinking about testing, most...
Hi, i haven't read all your thread but i did read your last post. So i don't know if you have like fantasies about men? Because porn doesn't...
Yes, a lot of people told me that, but sometimes is so intrusive that i dont even realize that im doing it again, yesterday saw a series and...
Yeah maybe im really overthinking, im trying to find a new psychiatrist, a good one. And i know no amount of questions or test will solve but...
Hey, so i wish i had the answer for that. I dont know why i kept testing, after some time it got worse, i started feeling tingles and all that...
Oh yeah i got that, but what should i do to lose internalized homophobia. Being super clear, whenever im not testing, my desire like you said,...
So since my last post, where i said there was a possibility of me being bi and having ocd, for some weird reason i dont know why, i disdnt test...
Hi, yeah, great point, i think im gay or bi with ocd, because of what i feel when i test Its been a while since i didnt test Bit yeah, i feel...
Yeah, thank you guys you both have great opinions, thanks for sharing actually this is exactly what i have been asking my psychiatrists. It’s...
Yes i can say this is one of my fears, not only that but also the fear of being lying to myself i already told here, tons and tons of times all...
Thank you guys, i’ll do my best, i will find a new therapist one thing that scares me is that my other few psychiatrists werent able to answer...
Yeah i understand what youre saying but my last 2 psychiatrists were ocd specialist but i dont think they understand me Feels like im talking...
Its been 5 years and i’ve never felt so bad and sad, its the worst time if my entire life i changed meds, psychiatrists, a lot Nobody can help...
I can give examples of my own to you there was one time where i tested about being bottom to a dude after a friend of mine grabbed me from behind...
Sup bro i understand you i’ve been through a lot too, with the tingles and there were moments where i even got hard by doing the tests its so...
I keep failing on not having tests when the thoughts come i try to shut my mind and have anxiety because i fear the feelings im feeling im...
Yesterday i failed at not testing and i tested about giving a bj to a guy again and got hard at the first moment, but couldnt maintain or orgasm,...