What are you thinking?

What I wouldn't give to spit at Greg Gianforte's feet and hand him a carpet bag and a plane ticket out of the state...

 

I wish I were taller. My boyfriend pointed that out last night. "If only you were taller" God that stung me like a thousand wasps. I didn't sleep, it was all I thought about. I've always been insecure about my height. I just didn't think that he out of all people would point that out.

 

You're just fun sized :icon_bigg

 

Aw, there's nothing wrong with your height. I think short guys are awesome and listen, I'm only 5'7" myself, you can take my word for it.

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Aussie, you okay? (Dumb question I know)

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Friend goes in for top surgery in 2 weeks Lucky bastard, haha. But he deserves it. Poor guy's almost 40 and he's had to deal with those fuckers for too long.

 

Yeah I did that. But uuuugh I will never un-see what I saw.

 

My foster kitty went to a good home on a farm today. I didn't have the space or money to keep another cat.

Now my kitty is starting to miss her and give me cuddles. Poor guy

 

Eww. I have weird followers too. And I've...seen stuff. (I don't block them though cause I like having followers :lol: BUT I get why not everyone feels the same).

 

I also considered not blocking him 'cause he's one of my first followers but he/she gave me permanent brain damage (unless amnesia) so I don't feel too bad about blocking them. Every single tweet they posted was some really, really, really graphic sex gif.

 

I am so fucking happy.

 

Well... Cursed Child's alright so far. I feel like I'm reading fan fic though.

 

Joe Biden performed his first wedding between two men yesterday. Sigh he would've made a great president.

 

I always feel so odd when my mum's relatives come over, because when they do I usually feel so pale in comparison. I definitely take after my dad's side in that regard.

I'm also thinking about the fact it's midday here, and I'm still in my Pj's. I should probably get up and be productive and do something...

 

People think I want to be a goth just because I am pale and love black. As if that's all being goth is about. Can people please stop judging and just let everyone wear what they want? I forced myself to wear colours for years. I'm done with it. I don't need to put myself in a box, I just wear what I want and that's it. Deal with it.

 

Just wait until the end, it will really feel like one end.

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Word of advice, everyone, please be gentle with people when it comes to their dreams and aspirations. It's very easy to shatter them and make the person give up on something they're passionate about.

For example, I've wanted to get into the body modification industry for over two years now and I was very dedicated to studying different aspects about the community, different piercings and how they're done, what goes into making excellent jewelry, how to tell fakes apart from the real deal (especially stone jewelry), and so on. Basically, I was more excited about seeing a video on daith piercings than I was video editing or lighting techniques.

And that all went out the fucking window after someone called me pretentious one too many times about something that mattered a lot to me. I can't even watch videos from this one piercing and body mod channel I've been watching for well over a year now because that's all I can think about and it royally sucks to go from thinking I could possibly do something I love along side being a filmmaker to being stuck here.

So, please people. Don't shit all over the ambitions of others. Just don't fucking do it.

 

Discovered another Mexican-Canadian!

Gigi Guerrero

 

I need to learn to be more patient

 

I'm realizing now that if I could truly have the voice of anyone (in relation to my T changes) then it's Mathias Blad from Falconer, even though having the pipes of Ramin Karimloo, Norm Lewis, Shaun Morgan, or Billie Joe Armstrong would be cool.

Here's what he sounds like, oh and I'm sorry if if the videos are taking up too much space.

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This pre calculus class is hard. I hate this fucking class!

 

My teacher once said in Calculus, it's not the new concepts that throw people off, but using what they should know but already forgot (Algebra, Geometry, Trigonometry)! The little bit of Calc you do learn is towards the end, and you don't start getting into it heavily until Calc II (the famous "knockout" course).